S.L.U.T

chapter 5

                    ** 3 months later**

so far its been nothing but trouble with ryley but I've grown to love her drama.

I can't do this anymore, I really like Michael.

"Luke" we were currently cuddling on the couch cause we were watching s movie but everyone fell asleep.

"yea rowan"I turned to him so our faces we inches apart.

"we can't do this anymore" he giggles and I scrunched my eyebrows. "what's so funny" he giggled more.

"your breath smells like sour gummy worms" I giggled.

"well they are m-" he stopped me.

"your favorite I know" I smiled that hr remembered. "I know a lot of things about you, like when you're sleeping sometimes you twitch a bit its kinda cute actually and you hate the word moist." where was he going with this. "but if you don't wanna do this we don't have to I just I wasn't sure how I felt about you but I know this is just stupid, you're right we shouldn't do this anymore" he removed his arms from around me and got up from the couch we were laying. "I'll sleep on the floor". I was so confused. I mean I know this is just stupid of us but I felt like I was growing feeling for him. "I know you like to squeeze into your ripped skinny jeans, I know you look at yourself in the mirror with a disgusted face, I know you skip meals to tth to be thin and I know you cut your thighs, that's why I'm so gentle on your legs when we lay together. I know a lot of things about you rowan, and you don't know a thing about me" well shit.

I felt tears coming to my eyes.  I'm suck an awful fake girlfriend, I don't even know anything about him."Luke please come lay with me". I heard shuffling and then him rolling over me to get behind me. he wrapped his small arms around my side pulling me me closer to him. " I'm sorry" I turned to face him in the dark. I put my small hand on his cheek feeling all the bumps of acne, its gross but somehow he makes it work. "tell me about yourself" I could feel his smirk.

"well my middle name is Robert, I'm the youngest out of my siblings and youngest out of our friends, except for you but only by a month and a half I'm really insecure and I have a low self esteem"

I could help it. once he stopped I moved my face closer, feeling the hot air from his breath on my face waiting for him to complete the kiss, and he did. he kissed me I felt the sparks flying and the chills shoot through my body. once I pulled away for air. I moved my hand from his cheek to his chest. "I love you" DID I JUST SAY THAT OH GOD. I moved my hand to my mouth and turned away from to where I would have fallen off the couch if he went holding me up.

"I...I love you too" I looked I not his crystal blue eyes shimmering in the small amount of light shining on his face. I giggle and hide into his chest before getting the best sleep I've ever had in my entire life.