S.L.U.T

chapter 14

"who is Ryley". He stared blankly at me.

"Rowan she killed herself because you tried to and she felt it was her fault". I dont even remember that. I guess it was bad.

"i- I don't remember". He shook his head. Its not my fault I don't remember I just. dont remember.

"its fine, but I needed to talk to you". Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. "when you tried to kill yourself, it made me realize how much I really needed you". Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. "I just-i don't know I feel confused and conflicted". phew!. "I just-i think I might love you". FUCK!!

"eh what?!?". He widened his eyes and looked away.

"never mind I didn't I ju-". I shut him up and attached my lips to his. I moved away and looked at his shocked expression.

"we'll have to work this out together remember we are a couple". He blushed at my response.

"I want I to be real". I raised my eyebrow at him.

"what are you saying hemmo?". He looked down at his hands in my waist.

"will you go out with me, like for real this time". I giggled and nod my head.

"but this time you can't cheat on me". He shook his head and giggled a bit before re attaching his lips to mine.

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We made it back home just in time before Ashton ate all the spaghetti. Liz kept looking at me making me feel guilty. I guess Liz doesn't approve of me for her son. What if she hates me. She doesn't approve of me. I'm not good enough for Luke. I smile at lukes concerned face, trying to hold back the tears welping in my eyes. I sat down and watched everyone eat. I've already had some. I guess Calum saw how tired I was and asked Luke what was up. Luke liked at me concerned.

"babe why dont you go lay down, I'll be up in a minuet." I nod my head and make my way up stairs before quietly going up to the guest room. I guess we're staying at Michaels today. I lay down in the soft bed quickly covering my self in the covers to wait for Luke. It didn't take him long to make his way up. He opened the door and looked at me before closing it behind him.

"hey." I smiled at him. he smiles back and looked at the tips of his shoes. "what's the matter?" He looked up at me.

"i-i got those um those tests?" I quickly sat up.

"well let me see then stupid." He reached into the pocket of his oversized hoodie and handed me a box.

"there are three tests in there." I smiled and could barely hold in my happiness. "I'll stay out here." I nod my head and sprinted to the guest bath.

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I came out not more than two minuets later.

"do you have the results?" He looked so exhausted.

"no it takes like 5 minuets." he nod his head. "what if its positive?" He looked up at me.

"what do you mean what if?" I sighed and sat down next to him on the bed.

"what if its positive, what are we going to tell everyone?" He looked at me conserned. "what are we going to tell your mom?" he shook his head and grabbed my hand in his and watched our hands interlocked together.

"I dont know but we'll figure it out, we always do right?" I nod my head and looked at the time. I let go of his hand and stood up to go look at the results. I held it in my hand frozen. FUCK. "what is it?" I dropped it out of my hand before slowly backing away.

"no.no.no.no" I stood there and watched him pick it up and stare at it before smiling and tackling me onto the bed.

"we're pregnate!" he held himself over me and kissed my cheek. "we're pregnate.". I nod my head and roll over.

"can we sleep in really tired." He sighed st rolled off of me before lauingnon the other side of the bed, facing the wall. I scrunched my eyebrows and rolled over before playing with the hair on the back of his neck. He rolled over facing me and booped my nose before rolling back over. "noooo cuddle meee." I could feel him roll his eyes and he rolled over and cuddled me before drifting off to sleep to snore in my ear.

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yup I dont like this one oh well