26-03-2018- decisions

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It's hard to make decisions right from what you want for breakfast to what MBA should you be pursuing. Decisions make or break a man, well here I'd say woman. Those judgements you get for just thinking of making a different choice leaves you with a nerve wracking anxiety for the unknown hurdles that you are gonna find in your path. It's not just the choice that scares me but the hard truth that if I fail I have to deal with the failure myself. I know I'd take full responsibility for anything that might transgress between the period, but will I be able to make it till then is the main question. This might sound silly but I wish I don't have to take a decision and someone else would, just for the fact that I won't have to blame myself for any negative outcomes but I can't just just let anyone else control me either. Arrrghhh, my mind's a mess!!
It sucks to be an adult or at least act like one. The pretty picture I had in mind when I was a kid,of an adult doesn't even come close to what entails to be an adult.

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