The Gift | LEE FELIX

The Party 2

FELIX POV

" Y/N..fuck.. you scared me".. my heart was beating real fast..but that's not just because of her eyes..it's because of how she looks, damn does she always wear things like this when she sleep, my mind is so fucking numb right now, she's in her calvins, her hair loose and she's about to fucking loose it as well.. 

I tried to look down to avoid her angry stare, her ankle..shitt...

"sit down Y/N your ankle.." that's when I remember what happened to her..and it was then when I realized as well that I am in her room..I am indeed a fucking moron..all I could do was shook my head in disbelief.. fuck

"You fucking idiot, my ankle was swelling so bad and you made me walk all the way to the door, all because your drunk ass couldn't find your own damn room!!" she was whisper-shouting at me..I am in deep trouble..but I am way to high with the alcohol I can't think straight..

"look Y/N i am so damn sorry, please don't hit me.." I don't know why I said that, but I was expecting a slap on my face, so with all the energy I still have I just chose to close my eyes and slowly cover my face with my arms..

and then I heard a soft laugh..I removed my arms to look at her, and its just what I need to sober me up err..a little..

I saw a different look on her face..a smile..a soft giggle..her face..is just.

her lips..ahhh..I have to do this to know if she's real..and I made my move towards her.. I know Im gonna blew this entire situation up..but fuck it..

"hey Felix..what are you doing.." she is slowly stepping back..

"shut up and don't move.." I cupped her face and without thinking twice..

I closed the distance between us..my lips on her..hers on mine..

it drove me nuts..I knew I want more, I moved my lips kissing her harder, she gasped for air making her move her lips that allowed me to taste her even more..she tried to resist but I could not care less, I continue to kiss her and softly sucked her lower lip, she got lost for a moment there..

my tongue wondered inside her mouth as if its looking for something, I had to hold her head so she could not let go.. damn..what the hell am i doing..and in one brief second she pushed me real hard..breaking that intoxicating moment we were just starting..

I looked at her confused..

"Felix, ...please leave my room.." her firm voice sounds like a spirit from another person far from the one I just held moments ago.. "Y/N"..i said..

"Leave now....."

"Now.." she did not even shout..neither was she looking at me..and just like that I am out of her room..