The Gift | LEE FELIX

The Cool Off

Y/N POV

The night was short enough for us to find ourselves on our way home. The boys are in their usual act except for Felix, who was just smiling at them and not interacting at all.

At last we arrived home. We both headed in each of our rooms. I did not bother going out, although i heard him move outside i did not bother checking at all.

Time passed and its already 7.30pm, he must be hungry, i got a little too occupied with my 'me time' just basically contemplating about everything that's going on especially between us.

Earlier during the day, i have decided that Im not gonna do my 'regular chores' but the thought of him waiting for me to feed him just destroyed my original plan.

Okay Felix, you won again. I stood up to head out, but as I opened the door I heard the our main door shut as well, it was obvious that he left.

Good. At least i won't get distracted with his face.

I was heading to the kitchen, prepared to cook when i saw something on the table.

Some chinese take-away.

A note was left on its lid, with chopsticks on eat.

"Don't cook. Just eat."

Beside it is a small cup of caramel pudding.

Damn. I feel so guilty.

I thought i'll keep my heads up and avoid the food but I am soooo hungry I just can't resist it.

I sat down and ate. I could not help myself from thinking that it could have been better if I am actually having dinner with him just like what we usually do.

But i know, there's just something wrong between us now. That short trip surely did something to us, especially that room incident.

I could still remember it clearly in my head. His lips..ahhh..

Eat Y/N just eat.

I finished my food almost instantly and took a teaspon to finally move on my dessert. I wanna finish all these before he comes back. I don't want him to see me eat these.

I am about to have my last spoon when i heard the door opened. His footsteps are getting closer and my heartbeat is getting faster too.

He is now in the same space where i am and i just can't bear to even look. I felt him open the fridge, took a can of beer opened it, took a sip and walked away. The silence is deafening, thats why the sound of his movements seemed so loud to my ears.

I cleared the table and wash my hands, while doing so, i heard the sound of the tv being turned on.

He's still there. I'll be stupid to wait for him to actually go to his remove before i leave the kitchen. But then that's what i exactly did..aghhh..what's wrong with me.

Fifteen minutes passed and he's still there, five minutes more and now its been half an hour. What a stupid lame girl.

That's it i can't wait any longer..im gonna walk past him and head to my room. I don't care..