The Gift | LEE FELIX

The Doubt

I stood straight and went for it, i walked out the dinning hall and moved along the couch, to my surprise no one was actually watching. And the person who turned the TV on is still there, not watching but sleeping.

I slowly walked trying my best not to make any noise. I saw the remote control on the floor and thought of picking it up and turn the tv off before i head back to my room. I just did what i thought, bent down picked the remote, shut the tv.

I placed it on table and about to take my step to move when someone suddenly pull my arm.

I almost swallowed my heart from being startled. I kept my mouth shut and tried to pull my arm away but he just won't let it go. Then he finally speak.

"Stop fighting it Y/N.." in a soft but low and extremely sexy voice he said.
I could not help but obviously look back at him.

His eyes were still shut, his head on one of his arm while the other is still holding me.

"Nothing stupid will ever happen between us again..i promise" slowly he let my hand go..and turned his back on me.

Damn. I wish i could hold him right now and tell him im okay with stupid, and i am okay with anything dumb as long as with him.

Shit. That really hurts, i don't know why but it does hurt for real.

All i could do was walk away, head straight to my room and be lost for words. I can't explain what im feeling.

I am not sure, that's it. I am not sure about him, not sure if he's playing games, testing waters or if he's really serious about me. 

One he never said he liked me, two every thing he does is fucking my mind and lastly i am not here in Seoul to be in a relationship.

Relationship? Girl you assume too much.

Yeah, sad.. but i think I am assuming beyond things, and its not good, I must be getting things more than what is just simply going on.

But why does it hurt , why does he always give me that kind of look and above all why would kiss me that way.

A kind of way as if making me feel that everything he's doing is seriously real.