I'm So In Love . . . I'm MINDLESS ❤( A Mindless Behavior Love Story )

Dates and heartbreaks Pt.1

ALEX'S POV

He kissed me. I-I wasint Expecting it. My mind told me to push him away but my heart wanted this so bad. How his lips moved with mine. I couldn't stop him. His hands released my wrists and ran up my arms as mine trailed his collarbone and intertwined on the back of his neck. The kiss was so undiscribable but it didn't feel right. Something that felt so wrong seemed so right. I was already in to deep.

He picked me up by my thighs and walked back over to my bed.he layed me down softly without breaking this kiss and massaged my hips. The kiss became heated. Not matter how much my stomach wrenched with gilt and disappointment I didn't stop. My anger started to build again as I started to apply more pressure to the kiss.

My mind was no where to be found. I started to feel his chest and how hard it was. I tugged on it his shirt. I had no idea what I was getting my self into but I didint care. I've wanted him for so long and it took about fifteen girls to get where I was now. I felt dirty and lousy but I couldn't stop even though I wanted too. I didnt have control what so ever.

He sucked on my bottom lip asking for entrance. I couldnt bring my self to do it. A tear ran down my cheek. I broke the kiss. "get out." I whispered. His dark eyes seared through me. " Alex I-" " GET OUT" my voice broke as I let my tears freely fall. He tried to kiss my forehead I looked away and curled up hugging my shins tightly.

His eyes filled with sorrow as he slowly got off of me and walked off my balcony I heard his feet smack the ground. I ended up crying my self to sleep. I havint done that since...Xavier. Even thinking of him gave me chills. I remember after the day he cheated...h-he moved away. He never told me why. He just told me he will always love me. Dreaming of ray and xaiver together made me pissed at the world.

RAY RAY'S POV

Wow.that kiss...wow. The energy was undiscribable. If it was up to me I would've fucked her right on the spot. I could feel how uncomfortable she was feeling. I didn't like that though. Our first kiss should've turned out differently. She was so controlling and wI loved it. When she broke the kiss I could see the nervousness and hurt in her eyes which made my heart sank. Even that incredible kiss couldn't change how hurt she was. When she told me to leave I lost hope. All that I could give her now was time.

ROC ROYAL'S POV

" santooo! Don't leave" she pouted,shes so adorable. She never called me by my real name let alone put a nickname on it. " wow you must really want me to stay if your breaking out my real name" I chuckled. She punched my arm." shut up" she grinned and kissed me again.

The rest of the night we couldn't stop kissing eachother. We both didn't mind. I wanted her lips just as much as she wanted mine. I'm going to make it official tomorrow anyways so why not? " stop it! every time you kiss me it makes it harder to leave." I whined playfully.

" fine!" she shouted baby-voiced and high pitch. She stood up, folded her arms and turned her back on me. I playfully rolled my eyes, got up and wrapped my arms around her waist from behind and kissed her cheek." I'll be here tomorrow at five alright?" she Didn't respond.

I nudged her her neck with my head playfully. She giggled. " fine" she sighed. she shifted in my arms so she could face me. " see you tomorrow" she sighed. I pressed my lips against hers for the last time then hopped over the balcony fence . Tomorrow well later on today technically was going to be amazing.

**THE NEXT DAY**

ELICIA'S POV

last night was amazing way more than I could hope for. I woke up around six forty five. I panically jumped up and ran to Alex's room with her back torward the door "Alex C'mon we'er gonna be late for school" I said yawning and out of breath. she sighed.