ELICIA'S POV
** 5 HOURS LATER**
" elicia...elicia wake up. We'er home" I squeezed my eyes shut And prayed I woke up in me and santos room. But when I felt my collar bone and didn't feel my necklace one stray tear fell. I sat up and faced Alex. " elicia..." she touched my face. " I think you busted some blood vessels" she said wiping my tear away. I rubbed my eyes. " what time is it?" I asked in a raspy voice. " two a.m. I still have my key and I'm gonna sneak dig up " she informed me. I nodded. She wiped away my stray tear. " it's gonna be okay." she whispered.
I nodded again. I stood then sighed in depression. I grabbed my bags as Alex led our way off the bus with dig behind us. " hey, how you holding up kid?" diggy asked as we all aproached the house. " I'm not... at all " I shook my head, my voice still raspy..I probably lost it. Alex opened the door quietly stepping in. I dragged my feet upstairs to my room. Everything in there reminded me of him. All the flowers that are dead now are all over my room along with all the little notes he put in them. It was painful just looking at them.
I ripped up all the letters and notes he left me." UGH!" i shoved one of many vases off my tv stand causing the glass to splatter. I knelt right next to the broken glass and dead roses. " elicia ! you alright!?" alex busted in. " please go" I whispered. She fixed her mouth to say something But just sighed walking out closing the door behind her. I stared at the broken glass and dead flowers blankly. I jumped as someone knocked on my balcony door softly. I stood slowly stood. " baby...baby let me in.." I heard a weak voice that broke.
I slowly aproached my balcony door. " baby * sniffles* I'm so sorry, y-you don't understand it was all a set up. I love you with everything inside me. I know your there just please open up so we can talk about this.." I began to cry silently. Hearing him cry just kills me..not as bad as seeing him make out with another girl.
That girl especially. My hands slowly reached for the door knob. " elicia shanice mercedez! you are my everything ! my life! I'm nothing without you please! Let's talk about this! I don't want to loose you ! You dont understand! I need you ! Baby please!" my hand flinched back from the door knob. Ugh his voice broke again.
I hated hearing him cry..he needs me. Bullshit. I turned my back on him walking back to my bed sobbing almost silently. " elicia!!" I squeezed my eyes shut as he continued to call out to me and knock on my balcony door for thirty minutes. I pulled my blankets over my head and tried to tune him out with my crying. I can't even discribe how I feel right now. Hurt, broken, depressed, empty,weak are all understatements.
ALEX'S POV
I just walked back Into my bedroom after elicia knocked over a vase. I close my door behind me locking it for safety then sighed stressed out. Daniel walked out of my bathroom approaching me. " hey. How is she doing?" he pulled me close by my lower back. I hugged his torso. " terrible.... Daniel..don't leave me." I spoke in a quiet tone as I looked up at him. He rubbed my back as I teared up. " baby i couldnt Imagine it. I love you with all my heart" he whispered to me.
He kept one hand around my waist as the other turned his phone off. He shoved it back in his pocket then picked me up bridal style laying me down on my bed softly. He climbed ontop of me rubbing my cheek before kissing me softly. I squeezed his neck tightly as our lips moved softly in sync. His hands trailed down my body resting on my waist. He pulled me closer sliding his tongue in my mouth. I caressed both sides of his neck as our tongues romantically danced together. I'm so scared. I just wish there was something I could do to hold him down.
I know it sounds bad but I don't want to loose him. He pulled away kissing my neck and shoulders. I sighed in relaxation lifting my chin slightly giving him more room. He sucked on my sweet spot making me moan faintly. " d-Daniel " I half whined half moaned. " hmm?" he said nibbling on my neck. " what if I told you...I was ready?" he frozen in place then glared into my eyes. I could see I dash of suspicion in his glare. " Alex..we don't have to do this.." I felt imbarissed. " you don't-want to?" my hands fell from his neck.
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