I'm So In Love . . . I'm MINDLESS ❤( A Mindless Behavior Love Story )

First day of school..AGAIN! -_-

Ehh not my best... enjoy anyway! :P loll ____________________________________________________________________________ ELICIA'S POV Here I am again on my way back to school...man I can't stand this school! espaically dance class. I mean I love the class but my partner is a fucking pervert. And..I miss santo. I miss him so much..its starting to hurt. I just can't stop thinking about him, our relationship, his voice singing to me. I held back tears as we pulled up to the school. " wanna skip?" I glanced at Alex who put the car in park then quickly whipped out her phone calling Daniel. She didn't have to tell me. " please...please...please...please...FUCK!" she slammed her phone down on her dash board. " Alex its okay-" . " he didn't even call me last night or text me this morning! *sighs* he doesn't answer my texts or calls..." she rubbed her forehead. " c'mon let's go" I said grabbing my book bag. She rolled her eyes and grabbed hers stepping out the car. I followed her into the large obnoxious school. We were instantly crowded by a whole bunch of kids..who fucking told these niggas we went on tour with These famous ass boys! we went to the Office and got our locker shit and schedules then went our separate ways. This group of girls kept following me Asking all these fucking questions about damn mindless behavior. " OH MY GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALO-AHH!" I cut my self off as I slipped on a piece of paper.. but someone caught me. All the girls stood their in awe as all my stuff went flying. I finally looked up and saw the person that caught me. " woah! You okay?" I won't lie, he is fine and his Hispanic accent? Damn, but his light brown eyes..." um yeah s-sorry.." I stood.he just smiled at me. " oh! um let me help you" he kneeled on the ground picking up the papers I dropped before I could. " thanks.." i thanked him not making eye contact. he handed me the papers. Our hands touched momentarily. I ingored the slow motion moment and grabbed my book bag. " I'm Miguel " he fixed his snap back and flashed me that sexy side grin that every guy does. " and I gotta go, thanks again." I walked passed him and looked for my locker. I sighed. Hell no, he's fine and shit but..just no. ALEX'S POV As I shooed off the annoying fangirl clique that followed me. I slid my phone out of my back pocket hesitantly. I-I just want to hear his voice. I called Daniel once again. No answer. I sighed. I wanted to cry but what's the point? That isint going to make him call me any faster. I stared at the promise ring he gave me. His voice echoed in my head ' I'll always be here '. I walked through the long halls of the school blankly. I felt myself bump into someone snapping me out of my thoughts of nothingness. " oh damn I'm sorry beautiful " I looked up to the tall light skinned boy. I'll admit, he's swagged out. " it's alright.." I said softly walking passed him. " wait!" he grabbed my ring-free hand. " how you doing? I'm jay." he licked his lips. I rolled my eyes. " save your ' game ' for a girl who doesn't know how it's played" I pulled my hand away from his. His friends oooed. I scoffed attempting to walk off. He jogged Infront of me leaving his friends a few feet away. " no no you got it all wrong beautiful-" . " my name is Alex * phone vibrates * and I gotta go " I jogged off. I only had two minutes til home room. I whipped my phone out. It's my baby! " hello!?" I answered with the biggest smile of my face. " hey baby! I'm so sorry. How are you?" I sighed in relief. " so much better hearing your voice." " I miss you too. Skype tonight? " he offered. " of course babe. What time?" I attempted to open up my locker failing to remember my combination. " well I'm about to hit the stage over here so...six o'clock ? six thirty?" I thought for a second for getting about the time difference. " perfect...I miss you Danny." I stared at my feet. He sighed in relief. " you calling me that makes me feel at home. I miss you too baby so much-" Daniel was cut off by my school bell. I whined internally. I sighed in irritation." I gotta get to class. Fuck my life!" " calm down okay?. Have a great first day babe. I love you" I sighed. " I love you too baby. Have a great show." I hung up shoving my phone in my pocket then finally focused on opening my locker. I really can't focus fully on anything anymore. ELICIA'S POV As lunch rolled by, I didn't eat. I felt empty but not that type of empty. I left lunch early and changed into my dance clothes. Gray Boy sweatpants and a black belly button shirt. By the time I was ready lunch was already over. I made my way to the dance wing. I walked to my the hip hop dance class and felt all eyes on me as I set my dance bag down. I sat down and began doing stretches off to the side of the studio. Five minutes later our dance instructor called the class to order. " how we doin today!?" our dance teacher called out. The whole class cheered. " looks like we have two to kids joining us. *clears throat* elicia?" I stood shyly. " you guys remember elicia ? right?" the whole class clapped for me. I grinned slightly before sitting down. " and our new, new student introduce yourself" and of course HE stepped in the room.. " hey you guys, I'm Miguel " all the girls basically drooled. his eyes caught mine. He smiled. I looked away from him instantly. " great! Hey since we're now short a boy you and elicia will be partners." and just my luck. The gorgeous boy I'm trying to stay away from. I caught jealous glares from more and more girls. So much for making friends. He happily sat next to me. " beautiful name elicia." i instantly fell in love with how my name naturally rolled off his tongue. It did sound sexy with his accent. " thanks.." I said trying to hide my grin. " alright kids today will be all about chemistry and really connecting with your partner since valentines day is in two weeks or so we have to get started on the routine for the v-day recital" my stomach churned. " well this is the perfect time to get to know you." he bit his lip sliding closer to me. I stood. " look, just try and keep up." I put my hand on my hip. He stood and scoffed. " ' try' alright cutie" he patted the top of my head. I rolled my eyes. Everyone else began to stand as none other than the instrumental for ' blind ' by Jason derulo played. My mind instantly took me back to when I sang in the front seat of Chresanto's car. I eyes became watery. " aye! you okay?" Miguel snapped me out of my thoughts as his hands caressed my hips. " eh-yeah I'm cool" I looked around to see everyone doing the same. As our dance intructor walked us through the whole entire routine that was just full of hip rollings , body rolls, and grinding basically I got really nervous. We all began going through it. " I want to feel the connection!" the dance intructor shouted. " did I do something?" he questioned moving his hands up slightly above my hips. " no, why?" I asked like I didn't know what he was talking about as I grinded on him. " well every time you see me, you ignore me and...we just met" our hips moved in sync as my breathes became shakey. " n-no its just.." I pauses not knowing what to say. " i te pone nervioso, no lo hago?( I make you nervous don't I?) " he whispered in my ear in a seductive tone in my ear in spainish. Damn this boy is making things so hard. I bit my lip as he spun me around pulling me in close. Our foreheads bumped into eachother softly. I gasped slightly. His eyes bounced between my lips and eyes. " niño ha, amante bien ( ha, okay lover boy) " I played it cool lifting in eye brows lightly. I pushed him away playfully. He chuckled. " your accent..it's adorable " He smiled. " I could same say the same about yours.." I blushed. The rest of the class was filled with cutesy flirting and dancing. He's really cool actually and an amazing dancer! I don't want to fall for him..I don't want to get close to him but that's going to be insanley hard. ALEX'S POV I dragged my feet to the last class of the day; dance class. I really wasn't up for it, I just wanted to see daniel. I slowly made my way to dance class wearing black short shorts and a bright blue belly shirt. I began doing my stretches when I felt someone hovering over me. I look up then stood. " what do you want jay?" I put my hand on my hip. " your number would be nice, but mainly get to know you" he checked me out. I sighed. He is fine but my mind has no room for him. And I have Danny, I really don't need his cocky ass. " look I'm not in the mood. Bye." I waved him off. Our dance instructor walked in and emediatly saw me and jay. " Alex and jay perfect! you guys will be our new pair!" jay smirked at me. I sighed rolling my eyes. She began showing us through our dance routine for ' is this love?' by jennifer Hudson. Oh god. He pulled me in close by my waist so we were body to body in one swift move. I gasped. We moved slowly and swiftly together just all up on eachother. He just made me miss Daniel more. The way he held me, how close we were, how he looked down into my eyes. My eyes got watery and I got lost in my thoughts. " wow , nice ring" I jumped at jays voice. " huh? Oh yeah thanks..my boyfriend gave it to me" I classified with pride. " wow lucky guy. He goes to this school?" he spun me around caressing my hips from behind. I slid seductively down his body coming back up. He spun me around again securing my body against his. Our noses bumped into eachother. He stared at me eyes and lips. I froze in place. " n-no he's...out of town right now " my breathing was unsteady. " I would never leave you." he whispered tightening his grip on my lower back. " it wasn't h-his decision to leave.." I spoke nervously. I stepped out of his grasp. " oh, well...I'm sorry. " he scratched the back of his head. I felt kinda bad but all I know about the nigga is his first name and he was already just..no! I can't do this.." it's whatever.." I played with my ring. " we can still be cool?" I offered. He laughed off the awkwardness and I began dancing on him again. He cleared his throat. " um yeah of course." his hips moved smoothly with mine. Yeah...this is going to awkward. **** Me and elicia went home right after school. We were both in a crappy mood. As soon as I stepped through the door I turned on my laptop looking at pictures of me and Daniel. Why does it seem like its been forever since I've seen him.? I called him. No answer of course. I sighed. I really wish he was here. ELICIA'S POV I sighed plopping down on my bed texting miguel. Why do I feel so guilty? It's not like I'm cheating! ...I mean in a relationship. I think I'm still emotionally attached to santo. My thoughts were broken by a text. Chresanto; hey :( I um..miss you a lot and I hope your having a good time being home and ya know...I know your trying hard to forget about me and move on but I'll always love you elicia foreal</3 I sighed shakely eagerly wanting to reply when I got another text Miguel; Ayee booski! :D you tryin to hang today? I rolled my eyes playfully and replied. Me; hey Miguel(: um idk I'm not in a good mood/: Miguel; awe/: how does an ice cap and a walk sound?(: I sighed. Me; that's sweet but I just need to be alone right now. Maybe next time. Miguel; um yeah sure..I'm here if you want to talk chica. Me; thanks **FOUR HOURS LATER** I was listening to music when Someone began knocking on my balcony door. I swear if it's santo after I told him I need space! I hesatantly approached my balcony door opening slowly to see prince. My eyes lit up as I basically jumped in his arms. He dropped the bag he had to catch me. " I so need you right now" I said almost in a whisper. He hugged my waist. " I heard what happened" for some reason my heart dropped. I squeezed his neck tigher. " shh it's okay. We'er gonna have fun tonight." I let go of him and let him inside. He picked up the bag and plopped down on my bed. I shut my balcony door and sat next to him. " i brought Ice cream, candy, beef jerky, chicken and waffle chips 'Cause ya know those be smacking, and scary and comedy movies. What are you in the mood for?" he looked up at me. I smiled wide hugging him again. " your the best Afro puff" I kissed his cheek. I texted Alex and told her to join us since she isint in a good mood ether. I couldn't thank prince enough. He just made me so happy today when I was so ready to crumble and I could tell Alex was happy too. Prince was just straight clowning! there wasn't a moment where me and Alex weren't laughing. As soon as Prince forced me to try his dirty chicken and waffle chips my mom walked in. " hey girls and Jacob right?" she stood in the doorway. " yeah that's me" he smiled. "well me and micheal are going out to dinner tonight. Would you guys like to join us?" we all exchanged looks. Alex spoke up first. " nah actually I'm gonna head to bed early" she stood. " um me and prince were just gonna chill here." I finished. " okay but it's a school night so Jacob can't stay too late. Goodnight guys love you " mom walked out" love you too!" me and Alex said in unison. " Welp I'm tired. Night guys" Alex left closing the door behind her. I sighed letting my head fall on Princeton's shoulder. " what's the matter?" prince asked with his lips pressed against my forehead. I sighed. " I just don't understand. Was it..me?" I looked up at him with watery eyes. " elicia what happened wasn't your-" . " but it could've been." I stood and began pacing. " was i...too clingy? Did he not trust me? Did he...not feel the same as I did?" my tears fell. My knees became weak. " elicia.." prince stood and wrapped his arms around me. My balled irritated fists lay softly below his Chest as my head dug into his chest. " what did I do wrong?" I cried softly. " nothing at all elicia. It had to have been a mistake or chresanto is the biggest idiot on the planet" prince kissed the top of my head. I looked up at him. " all you did was be your beautiful, smart, amazing and talented self. Listen, I'm not going anywhere okay? We'll hang as much as possible. I just really want to keep you happy. Your the last person that deserves to be heart broken." he stared down at me with the most softest eyes as he wiped my tears away. He pressed his lips together as he stared at mine. I let out a soft shakey breathe as he leaned in. I leaned in slightly as my hands ran up he chest and rested on his neck. He pulled me in closer by my waist before intertwining his lips with mine softly for a split second. He pulled away hesitantly." elicia..I-I'm so sor-" I cut him off by intertwining my lips with his..like a reflex sorta. He held me tighter as I ran my hand through his long soft curls. Wow...this is what it feels like to kiss him back..damn. I'm so confused right now...but just the way he's holding me..his kiss..I just need this. We kissed for maybe five minutes before he pulled away slowly.he looked surprised. " s-stay with me tonight" I whispered softly with my hand still in his hair. " I think I should go.." he said with a guilty facd and began walking away from me. " no Jacob please! " I grabbed his arm. " I need yo-" . " no elicia you need chresanto and I'm no santo. " he snatched away from me. " WHAT THE HELL JACOB! WHAT WAS THE POINT IN YOU LIEING TO ME TWO MINUTES AGO?" he stopped and turned around staring at my tears roll down my face. I scoffed. " you really are just like chresanto" I sped walked to my bedroom door and swung it open. " bye." " elicia your vulnerable right now. I'm sorry I took advantage of you but everything I said I meant. I don't want you to end up using me by accident ruining our friendship. ." . " get out" . " elicia" . " what !? you were just about to leave whats stopping you now? GET OUT!" he stepped closer to me. " look, I'm going to move my car then we'er going to bed alright?" I didn't say anything. He walked out. Thats when I broke down completely. I closed my door locking it, wiggled under my blankets and curled up. I'm so tired of this.! I always end up balling my eyes out until I fall asleep. I laid there weeping when I felt a cool breeze hit my face. Of course it was prince. I shifted quickly so my back faced him. I heard his sigh as he shut my balcony door and slipped his shoes off then curl up next to me; his arms wrapped around my stomach and his nose pressed against my neck. I sniffled as I turned around to face him. I looked up at him hurt but didn't have the strength to push him away. He kissed my forehead wiping my tears away then rested his chin on the top of my head. I gave up snuggling into his neck then sighed a shakey sigh. What the hell just happened? ALEX'S POV Even though prince did cheer me up for a while I still missed dig. I havint heard from him ever since school and we were supposed to Skype. I called him. No answer of course.. " OH MY FUCKING GOD!!" I shouted. A few minutes later he called back...ugh I have to answer. " what." I answered with the biggest attitude. " hey babe I'm sorry we can't sky-" " yeah I already knew that" I rolled my eyes. " what's wrong babe ? " I sighed. " I miss you and hearing from you once a day isn't helping" " bab-" "Daniel, I'm tired of hearing the same thing. I know your busy and I know your trying I just...I need you " " baby I know, I need you too, more than you think Alex. Your the love of my life! " I blushed and giggled. " I love you Danny " " I love you too baby. How was your day? How are you feeling?" I sighed laying down." it was okay I guess and I don't know..it's weird sleeping without you.." I played with my fingers. " I know how you feel babe" " so how's the tour going?" I changed the subject. " man Alex I wish you were here! It's so beautiful! When I get a chance I'm gonna be sending a whole bunch of stuff *sighs* man I miss you baby" " I miss you too Daniel so much!" I gripped my sheets. " hmm how about I talk to my managers about you coming to visit sometime around spring break?" I smiled. " Oh my gosh that would be amazing ! " diggy yawned. " I'm tired too baby call me tomorrow?" I sighed. " I will I love and miss you so much babe" diggy stressed. " I love and miss you to baby rest up " I hung up and smiled to myself ah! I can't wait til spring break.! Seeing him would just..ah!