Knew Better

Chapter 1

Chapter1: Emotions

Kim made her way through the door and came up to my room with a broad smile on her face wider than the one I had when I saw special messages from a special someone. "And that smile?" I asked out of curiosity on cue she flashed her phone in front of my face and I noticed it was a message from this boy Nathan who she's been vibing with.

Nathan : Ight so you going to the party tonight right?

Kim : Yeah obviously. Why?

Nathan : I have to tell you something, well, more like ask you something, but it'll be better if I told you face to face, you know.

Kim : oh? okay, but I'm kinda curious, what's it about?. 😅

Nathan : If I tell you now it won't be special, but, the thing that it will revolve around will be a topic called Me and you ❤

I was literally shouting omg while reading it . "Why is today such a good day, boys are just being so adorable today" I said while holding her hands "Girl, what do you even mean? " she asked still smiling like an idiot "Well 1 your Crush of 2 years might, or no, will ask you to be his girl tonight at the party. 2 Taylor texted me saying some boy made out with her and made the moment feel extra sexy and... uh Shawn confessed his feelings for me." I said blushing hard for the last part . "Oh my motha fucking gaawd! Did you tell him how you feel !" She yelled out while shaking me and I nodded my head . "Oh girl... and you still talk to Taylor ?" She asked rolling her eyes ...

Oh, here we go. Okay so Taylor and Kim had a huge out fall 3 months back. The three of us used to be close as fuck, like since the 4th grade right, so, basically I'm the middle man in this situation and believe me it's the most crappy feeling ever because I'm cool with both of them but the only difference is I share a deeper connection with Kim being that we live closer to one another and we always had bomb sleep overs etc... but anyways 3 months ago Kim found out that Taylor went behind her back, without her permission and started dating Kim's ex-boyfriend, Romario. Now, I was not about to go against Taylor because:

1. Romario was single and asked her to be his girl.
2. It was Taylor's choice to accept his request.

... but then again she didn't have to go behind Kim's back. She could've at least asked, like, it would've been better. So, yeah, I am now in the middle of that drama, but I was not going to stop being friends with Tay because of the beef they have going on . So that's the story behind it all.

"Yes I do. Kim you have to let it go its been 3 going onto 4 months, you have to forgive her. They didn't even last that long it was only like 4 weeks, compared to you and Romario, which lasted for 5 months. So, how about let it go. Please, do it for me?" I said poking out my bottom lip and she rolled her eyes "Yeah I'll try, why do I love you so much bitch" she asked and I laughed "because I'm fine as fuck hoe!" I said flipping my ponytail, we both burst out in laughter "GIRL! You put the H and the O in hoe with yo fine ass!!" She said slapping my ass we both laughed out loud.

For the next 2 hours we sat on my bed and chilled and talked about a whole pile of bullshit ... the thing I like about our relationship is that, she understands me and I understand her and when we are together we ignore our phone's like it's dead, she is definitely my main bitch.

"Haven't you and Shawn been vibing?" She asked as she did her hair with the curling iron. I swear this girl loves curls like it's chocolate. " Kim you know how he is. He sends me mixed emotions like what the fuck? One minute he's busy talking some deep shit with me about how he is, and expressing his feelings, then the next minute, we don't talk for days and I'm just on the side watching him give other girls attention. Like at first I really got jealous but after a while I changed a bit, I don't get jealous anymore you know?" I said laying on my bed staring at the ceiling then letting out a dramatic long sigh like my life ain't shit. "Well damn baby cakes, so, why do you like him?." She asked and I could feel my eyes starting to get blurry as tears start welling up "It's not just a crush Kim. I'm in love with him, and it hurts knowing we won't be together because he's a fuckboy." I said letting the tears flow on its own. I never told Kim I actually loved the dude and I never really cried in front of her either, so, I guess my heartache showed this time and this all because of a boy.

"Awww my baby is growing up." she mocked making me laugh a little as she squeezed my cheeks and kissed my face "Damn, stop Kim" I said wiping my eyes.

We then started getting ready and Kim being Kim, she dresses to impress with her many curls. She looked too cute and to top it of she's short with a nice body. 

"PARTY TIME BABY!" Kim yelled and we left in her car.

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Hey reader 🌸
So, I would like for you to help me out with the cast of this book.

Who should play:
Candice -
Kim -
Shawn -

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