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thirty one

Humans fear a lot of things.

they fear abandonment, super natural beings, death, etc..

why do they fear such things, actually?

there is no escape from abandonment and death, so why bother?

and why are they so scared of super natural beings?

are ghost as terrifying as they may seem?

Humans will rape, and hurt

and even kill.

over and over again.

and yet we called them worse than humans?

why are humans scared of these things, while they were supposed to be scared of themselves?

That's a question Jungwoo asks himself everyday.

Why did he do that?

did he not give him enough attention? was it something jungwoo said?

those thoughts used to swarmed into jungwoo's head, messing up everything.

until one day,

---unknown has added 109- and 10 more to "hhhhhhhhhhhhhhowyadoin"

Renjointed: who tf-

Marked: DOYOUNG WHY IS THIS STRANGER ADDING MORE STRANGER???

unknown: WOOO A NEW GC

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Lucas

me: then we should find another thing you should be addicted then!

lucas: like what?

me: my lips! ^v^ ♡

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after months of chatting and hanging out with lucas, Jungwoo now knows what the alarming swarming butterflies feels in his stomach now.

he's in love.

with another person that's not his boyfriend.

did he felt guilty loving someone that's not his boyfriend? fuck yes.

but does it felt suffocating like the moments he had with his boyfriend? no.

and today, he'll finally end things Kang Gyumil. 

forever.

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a/n

since most of yall are dumb (like me skdnjaksfn) this is THE DAY jungwoo mysteriously left the chat.

also i'm back depressed as ever!!! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

thank u for staying after such a long hiatus dksjad i'll promise i'll work on my grammar and shit because staying home without education and scrolling thru twitter for days really made my english go ⬇⬇⬇ lmsajkd