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thirty two

If you ask Jungwoo if he is happy in his relationship, he would answer yes.

In the beginning, everything was perfect. Their love felt unreal to the point where Jungwoo thought it was a dream.

a dream where he never wants to wake up.

Their relationship was perfect, they complete each other like two peas in a pod. No fights, no disagreements, no toxicity, to Jungwoo, his heart was more than happy to be in a relationship with Kang Gyumil.

But in the end, peas rot, whether how perfect and shiny it was, it'll go bad one day. 

After he had moved in, their perfect pictured relationship cracked, that's when Jungwoo knew, it was fake. 

He was sexually assaulted, abused, molested, and is emotionally dejected.

If this was a dream, please please wake him up.

-

The thing about Lucas that Jungwoo find so fascinating was that, he was not perfect.

Lucas is a loud 6 foot tall babie and Jungwoo was the opposite of that.

They were not two peas in a pod, but strangely, they got along.

They had their fights, they were not perfect like Kim Jungwoo and Kang Gyumil relationship.

But it was different.

In their relationship, Jungwoo was always the one to apologize Gyumil ig he made him mad.

But with lucas, The both of them would apologized the same time, and would end up laughing about it.

it was...nice.

it felt healthy.

it felt free.

it felt..

punch

"You are just a worthless whore."

punch

it felt worth trying.

punch

"you will never leave me, ever."

-

"Jungwoo? are you okay? are you hurt somewhere?" Lucas asked while sweeping some dust in the room. 

He softly smiled at the babie who's trying his best to clean his room "No, i'm just okay"

ah, i'm in the right dream this time.

-tbc-

a/n 

I just want to say to all my readers who are currently in a toxic relationship, or haven't realized it yet.

It's not okay if he/she controls you, there's a difference to being protective over you or just plain  possessive. it's not okay. Open your eyes and spoke to him/her about it. You can't just close your eyes and pretending it never happened if you spotted a red flag towards your partner.

Love is everywhere, it's not glued to one individual only, seek out those who truly loves YOU for being YOU. 

once again, I'm here for you :)