My Dainty Possession

Babies,The beginning of life

Okayyyyy...My book is #90 in non fiction...dude im going crazy!!! This kind of happiness is not healthy!!! I might explode with excess joy!!!! Am screaming mentally!!!!!! I just started the book 2 or 3 days ago and i havent even posted anything and i got #90 it might not mean something to any other person but to me it means a lotttt!!! Now im motivated to start my book...Thanks to well I don't have readers yet but thanks to the I think 2 or 3 readers I have!!! BlackHyacinth36945 and Beck-key ...also DARKANTAGONIST..thanks for the support!I love y'all!!!! This is dedicated to you guys!!!!!
My baby girl's picture is one of those above...I'll reveal her face at the end of the book I guess! I'm so happy!!!!❤❤..ok...ok...le first chapter!!!!

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Everyone was a baby from the start if you weren't a baby then I dunno what happened even vampires were babies once I mean right? Wait were they? ...ok...hollup how does this go?
I suck at this...this is bad...*exaggerates by running helter skelter and pulling hair hard*...ok deep breaths baby...deep breaths...I can do this...let's try again

Everyone was once a baby,its like a process that nature ensures that you pass through, whether its animals or humans or angels wait angels are only male right? I wonder how they were born ...I'm losing focus again argghhh

"Do all writers struggle this hard to focus? I don't think so"...
.....Why! Why me? Am I the only one that escalates on thoughts this much over a trivial stuff? What am I doing?....
"Argghh" ...I groan and plop down on my bed with my face stuffed on the pillow, I turn over and close my eyes and decide to float like i always do when I need to be at peace (what i mean by float is I imagine I'm on water floating, as it moves, my body moves with it)

"I got it!"...I jumped up suddenly like how ...lets imagine Alexander Graham Bell when his telephone inventory got successful...yeah thats how I jumped.
My sister stares at me with a blank face...I ignore her and took my phone again to attempt writing again...

I think to myself as I try to start my book on wattpad...oh wait that's where I am right now and what I'm doing as I keep typing ...well this isn't bad at all...I think I can do this I smile gleefully... I imagine the little voices in my head hyping me ..
"you go gurl"..
"you can do this"...
"c'mon whooo ooh!"...
I can do this can't I? yes I can I just have to believe in myself yes confidence is everything...
."pfft you wish...."
"uhn? I thought all voices in my head are supposed to support me who are you?"

"What do you think? I'm in your head so I'm you! "...the voice says in a duh tone
"Oh no!" ...I face palm myself
"I'm going mad!"...sigh...
"It's just a book why should it be so hard uhn?"...
"Just relax and flow with it"...yeah deep breaths...yeah...it's not hard...it's easy right?Ok...I need to block off thoughts if I want to focus...I imagine the little voices again ...
"c'mon you don't have to shut us up"....
"yeah you need us"...
"Pfft...I need silence!"...I try to listen for any voice...I hear nothing..
"Finally...this is what silence feels like"
Ok...I'm past my main motif here I was talking about babies...yeah..

Babies are beautiful creatures I mean we were all cuter when we were babies...being a baby is the beginning of life...it's the beginning of future inventors,engineers,doctors,writers,artists,poets, etcetera..etcetera.
Who doesn't love babies? They are just so cute!
....Well apart from the gooey stuff they throw up ...damnn.....they are adorable!
On my worst days , babies cheered me up...I do not know why but they do...when i see a baby I just feel all fluffy and happy and nice cos I mean why not?!

Especially their smile!! It takes you to another world! A baby's smile is priceless ! I love babies but if your baby cries all the time,do not bring that baby close to me! I really hate it when they cry..some cry for no reason at all! It's annoying and it makes me so frustrated!

When I was younger I took care of babies by younger I mean when I was 6,7,8 year old...my parents were always busy so I'd be in a day care till my elder brother comes to take me home...then, one could call me the mother of all..I was young but I cared a lot...I'd feed the babies, pet them till they sleep, play with them, I do lots of things with them...we had baby sitters but even baby sitters knew that I got the motherly character...so they'll give me the baby's food in a bottle and I'd feed them

I do not know why a mother would leave their baby that hasnt fully developed at a day care centre, I can't dare do that to my daughter or son...no matter how busy I am..the least I could do is get a nanny..that's better than a day care centre cos the food they serve is whack! It's like school's cafeteria food...well my school's cafeteria's food is delish but in most movies, the schools have whack cafeteria food so lets go with that hehe...

Even the home I grew up in was filled with children! It was filled with lots of families living together and therefore lots of children...I'd leave my house to take care of babies cos I just can't resist them! I always want to touch any baby I see but I can't cos the world is evil and I could be accused of kidnapping...sigh...

Anyways, I don't really remember when my younger brother was born cos I was 4 at the time or about to be 4, he was born exactly a week before my 4th birthday...I loved him so much! I'd always love to carry him and I have tons of pictures of us with me! Now he is growing and he annoys me ...pfft...I loved him better as a cute,innocent baby.

There was a particular incident that I can't forget,I did something wrong and my dad was scolding me then he sent me on an errand ..on my way to where I was sent, I heard a baby's cry and I figured it was coming from my neighbour's apartment so I decided to enter and I found out that the baby was there with only her elder sister and brother who were about 3 year old and 5 year old...i was pissed that their mum left the child crying...so me being the motherly girl that I was and still am...I decided to carry the baby and pet the baby till the baby falls asleep totally forgetting the reason why I left my house...

...after few minutes or an hour I guess...I heard my dad's voice and it was clear with anger damnnn I was terrified! He definitely didn't let me explain myself and when I finally did...he was like..
"is that what i sent you?"
"Is it your child,?"....now my dad is not a bad man...let's slow down hehe but I got spanked that day and I cried a lotttt!!! Haha...I love him though
...he made me a better person so the experience is actually nice to recall I'm wheezing right now...hahaha..I just can't stop laughing....

After series of laughter...

.....hmmn...im sorry about that...My highlight here is Babies are beautiful,wonderful,adorable and that's the reason why I'm writing this book cos of a particular baby girl..my baby girl that I loved and I still love...really i love babies...

...I always said I am going to give birth to 12 children cos I want to have little kids running around the house but they'll grow up so fast and go in search of greener pastures like we all are going to leave our parents.. so I'd probably create a foundation also...it depends if its my destiny? Yeah if its God's plan for my life...anyways my point has been made...I love babies..they make me happy and they're adorable.

Whew!Damn... That wasn't so bad for a first chapter right? C'mon!
.. I tried...I'll do better as time goes by....1490 words...not bad...so y'all should
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Quote of the day:
I love babies,with their cute little hands and their cute little legs...- Joey! (from Friends)