My Dainty Possession

Gestation 1

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Carrying another creature within you for nine months is a meandering, nice, excruciating, and interesting process...

I'd explain from my idea based on resources,ideas,assumptions and experience...
I'll break it down into few processes...so make sure you follow as I explain it alright?
I don't really have much that I remember but I'll try to recall...

I think I'd love to say finding out that you're pregnant is a thing of...ok..ok..I can't say joy just like that lmao...it depends on scenarios...if its an "unwanted pregnancy" then you'd be scared,you'd feel rejected,you'd feel..bad,and that's when the thought of "abortion" plays in your mind cos that's the only solution to cover the shame...people that consider abortion aren't thinking of the child but only themselves...they don't know they're committing murder but ..."we don't want to go down that aspect today now do we?"...
"Oh right...I silenced my thoughts so now no answers...ehn its alright"

So...moving on...let's use the right scenario here...you're happily married or I am happily married either ways its alright...and you find out you're pregnant...hahaha i just remembered a Nickelodeon character that said "Pregment"...

It's midnight and I'm hearing a group of people praying outside in the street and rain is falling!But people are sleeping right now and they're not making me think straight to be able to write...it's hard to ignoree...argghhh and the living room is too scaryyy...I have to ignore..can the rain get louder?

So!!!! Where were we?I'm sorry I zone out all the time I'll improve gradually...when you're in a marriage with someone you love so dearly that loves you also...then you'll be happy when you find out that you're pregnant after you and your spouse have celebrated,.. then the nervousness comes in with this thought "we're having a baby"...when you begin to ponder on that thought, you start feeling different kind of emotions...

You'd feel insecure,scared,anxious,worried,...this also depends on the kind of movies you've watched...if your mind thinks so far as mine, you might panic that you don't want to lose your baby...whether as a foetus or as a baby

There was a particular day I went to the hospital cos my little cousin was sick...now, the hospital is known to bring bad memories most of the time yeah...everyone knows that...so...as i was waiting so I can see the doctor cos I recall I was also sick I think....a woman rushed in with her baby..I don't know if it was a baby boy or girl...she looked worried and unkempt like it was obviously an emergency cos she didn't care what she appeared as at the moment
"My baby is not breathing",
"please help me"...
The nurses tried to help her to remain calm...
"Ma'am bring the baby here", a nurse said ...
I watched as the whole incident unfolded in front of me...
Then the baby was taken while she was trying to be calm...it was time to see the doctor so I had to leave them but before I left, I saw her husband and mother-in-law scold her on who was with the baby and all.....my heart sunk at their actions...I was going to  walk up to them but I couldn't so I went on to see the doctor...I kept thinking about the worse that could happen...

"Is the baby dead?"...."God please let the baby live.."...I went on to see my little cousin that was admitted into the hospital. The hospital was a 2-storey building so my cousin's ward was on the first floor...I and my mum went in and as I talked to my Aunt and played with my cousin, I soon forgot about the child.. 

Until I heard a sudden outcry! It was so loud it pierced my ears and heart!
"My baby!!!" "Ahhh noooo!!"
Instantly , i knew it was the mother of the child that was brought in....
I could sense the child was dead...
I felt so broken...let me mention that as she brought in her child...honestly i hoped to be able to have powers to raise the child....that's why i wanted to approach them the other time...

Now that it was announced that the child was dead and I couldn't do anything about it! I felt sick to my stomach...I held in my tears and when i got to the waiting room where everything unfolded few minutes before, I heard a nurse say the baby was BID (brought in dead).. it sent a shiver down my spine...

When I got home, I went straight to my room and called my very close friend then and my voice cracked and I cried it all out to him on the phone...I couldn't even narrate what happened...he thought the baby was related to me, its just the way I am, the way I was built, sometimes i blame myself for a stranger's death...

Sigh...it's not a nice memory to write about really..I just needed to add it...with that kind of incident that happened, I'd be scared to have my own baby...

After the finding out of pregnancy, there's the quickening process where the stomach walls starts expanding, and the foetus grows and the stomach protrudes..

Gradually, the baby foetus grows, the tails disappear,(sorry about my mention of tail..it's biological explanation) and the hands and legs start growing...that happiness you get when you look at your baby bump...it gives you so much atarexia...

Your partner treats you like you're the only thing that matters...you have all cravings satisfied, but you have to be careful cos there are do's and dont's of pregnancy...but to reduce stress, to exercise, to eat balanced diet food, these are the basics so you and your baby are healthy .....

___1120 words...not bad...this chapter was really hard to write without crying but I pulled through! It's long so I broke it down ....so you guys don't get bored whatsoever....RIP to that baby that died I think it was 2 years ago? Yeah 2018...sigh...

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