R.M It back

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I'm so tired honestly like I've felt so much numb 

A cut on my figure no longer hurts 

As I stare at my blood dripping 

I no longer cared for a cut that opened up from my nails

The longing to relapse and no longer eating hits harder every day

But I'm fighting so hard but I don't think I can fight any longer 

I take heavy breaths while writing this 

What I really want to say may scare people but I'm tired of living

Waking up every day makes me so tired 

I want to sleep forever 

I'm angry at myself for letting my depression taking over 

It changed me but no matter how much I change from it 

I can never forget past me

People may love me but I don't love them

I can never love someone I can never do that 

I'm broken and honestly, I don't care

No one can help me people will try to help me but I don't want help anymore

So please don't message me

-R.M

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