The new year. (Sequel to that one summer)

Chapter 9

Natalie's pov
" I said let her go. Jax" Hayes said with his jaw clenched.
"No." Jax said letting my hand slip with that moment Hayes pushes Jax down and now I'm staring at him with only 4 fingers holding onto the side of the pier. Ugh 3. Fingers 2.
"Ahhh." Looking at Hayes beating Jax to a pulp.
Maybe I should let go. My mind made that point clear by replaying it over and over 1. I drop down into the pacific
"Hayessss noooo." I said then splash into the water.

Hayes pov
I was now on top of Jax punching him in the face when all of a sudden I hear my name.
"Hayes noooo." Is all I hear and then I see her fall.
"N-NATALIE NO!!" I see her hit the water.
"I'm going in!" I say and jump in.
"Natalie where are you?" I say.
I dive down once more to see her sinking towards the bottom. I catch my breath and go down to get her. I swim down down down and I finally grab her. I swim up and take her up. I see a surfer paddling over to us. CAMERON.
"Cam give me your board!" I shout over to him.
"Yeah man here." he says passing it to me.
"We swim her to the beach and Georgi already called the ambulance.
"We need to get her to the hospital now! Hurry her pulse is running low. GO GO GO" The EMT said running her to the ambulance.
"Natalie I love you." I say before they close the doors.
"You love her huh?" Hope says behind me. "Wow I should've known, the way you look at her is not how you look at me." She said shaking her head. "Literally fml one of my best friends may be dying and my so called boy friend does not love me." She said
"Hope go fuck off natalie needs me , I can't leave her again." I say walking away.

Natalie's pov
FLASHBACK
"Hayes stop why are you leaving me? For her? Is is me did I do something?" I said crying
"No..i love her not you." He said
I remember walking on the bus seating down and crying. I remember singing bound to you by Christina agularia.

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, I'm sure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us

You're all I need when I'm holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I'm bound in chains?
I've finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young I've faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I'm strong and I'm sure there's a fire in us
Sweet love and so pure
I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I brace myself
Please don't tear this apart

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I'm Terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains ?
I've finally found my way
I Am bound to you
I Am bound to you

Suddenly the moment's here
I embrace all my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all ?
Come this far just to fall ?
Fall

I've entrusted boy, I believe in love
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I'm bound in chains?
I've finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you

I am,
Ooh, I am
I'm bound to you.
END OF FLASHBACK
I know I'm alive but I can not move. Would anybody miss me? If I truly let go. I heard something when I was in my thoughts.
"Hayes loves you, not me. Revenge is a bitch babe. Kiss kiss." Who was that? Sam? Hope? What's going on?
Should I let go?