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Disorders ~ KuroKen [COMPLETED]

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Kenma has severe depression and anxiety. he has night terrors, along with social anxiety. he's an introvert and only has one friend - Kuroo. Kenma feels like a burden to Kuroo and has feelings for him, too. one incident might just change their lives...

#anxiety #boyxboy #completed #depression #haikyuu #kuroken #nightterrors

Gone.

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by zxeriexz

by zxeriexz

Kuroo's Point Of View

"Kenma?"

he runs out of the bathroom.

"Kenma!"

he cant hear me over the music.

"Kenma wait!" i call as we get outside. but he doesn't stop. he keeps going. and going. and going. soon he's out of sight. i collapse to the ground, tears spilling out of me.

i get in the car and text him.

10:56 pm
Kuroo
kitten where are you?

10:58 pm
Kuroo
Kenma?

11:00 pm
Kuroo
kitten please answer me.

11:01 pm
Kuroo
kitten please

i call him over and over and over again. soon i just let my phone fall. i put my hands on the wheel and tuck my head under them. i cry harder by the minute.

11:49 pm
Kuroo
am i ever going to hear from you again?

i start the car and drive. i pass my house. then Kenma's. then something catches my eye. the lights are on.

i stop the car and rush into the house.

i'm too late.

when i get in i see that his stuff is packed, there's stuff everywhere, and his nekoma jacket is gone.

and so is my hoodie.

i smile through the tears as i notice that. maybe i'll hear from him soon. i have to, right? he took my hoodie with him, that means he'll call.

right?

i get back in the car and keep driving. i end up driving until 1 am.

i pump more gas then drive back home.

once i'm inside i throw myself on the couch, not bothering to take my shoes off. i look through all the photos of me and Kenma.

i sit up when i see a specific one.

i took this over a month ago. i caught him wearing one of my hoodies. i said his name and snapped a photo once he looked up. yeah, i got smacked for it, but it was worth it in the end.

we didn't break up but it feels like we did. i start to cry again. what if i never see him again? if i do see him, will he leave me?

i chuckle sadly at myself. i remind myself so much of him. overthinking like crazy. we're usually there to comfort eachother, but what will we do now? how will he be comforted if i'm not there after a night terror? anxiety attack? panic attack?

if he's anywhere i hope he went home with someone. i don't want him being alone. especially not now.

i let my arm fall, phone in hand, as i close my eyes and drift off to sleep with Kenma on my mind.

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