Hello Dear Diary

A Second Life

Dear Diary, 

          So I wanna say that today was the worst day. Emma got sick and we spend the whole day at the hospital. But anyway let me continue where I left off. So this time I told Allan about the pregnancy. He was happy and I knew I was making the right decision to keep it. My parents didn't agree with me, but they still lend a hand. After my fourth month, Allan rented an apartment for the three of us. I said yes and it was close to school. By then high school was even harder. With pregnancy and school, it was too much. The school offers online classes while I can take care of myself. 

               By my 8th month, Allan wasn't around the house anymore. I thought he was working, so maybe he took a part-time and work at night. Well, my luck couldn't get any better. One day, I got home early. Thinking no one was going to be at home to make some food. When I got home Allan was having sex with another girl. Walking in the room, all I could smell was alcohol and weed. To see all of that, hurt my heart. After all of these months for this. I had to call Gabriel from the bathroom to come and help me out. By then Allan hasn't figured out that I'm inside the house.

       An hour later Gabriel with other friends was knocking harshly the door. I'm thankful to have a friend in the police; because in times like this, it's needed. All I could hear is Allan getting up and telling this girl to hide. Let's write a scenario:

Gabriel: WTF!!! ( pushes Allan ) ADDI !! WHERE ARE YOU !!!

Allan: Hold the fuck up! Addi is not here! And you're not allowed to come to my house like this!

Me: GABE!!! ( I scream his name as I was starting to cry ) i'm INSIDE THE BATHROOM!!

Jacob: My friend, I would love to say that because of this, you will need to come with me.

Allan: What! who are you?! What is going o- ( See's me coming out the bathroom crying )

Rose: You fucking pig! How dare you treat Addison like this 

Allan: What are you talking about?!

Me: Can you please tell that bitch to leave my house!

Gabriel: I'll do it don't worry 

Jason: Jacob We got the warrant for the use of Marijuana, and also a warrant fro a search of any other substances 

Me: Wait, Jacob! I only said weed, why the other warrant?

Jacob: Well apparently, he is also trafficking. If there is cocaine in here he will be arrested   

           Hahaha... Sorry, only that he was arrested. I was living for 6 months with a drug dealer. I had no idea, and probably one of the reasons was because I did love him. I swear, he wasn't like this. Why he did it? I don't know. But to this day he is still in jail. On April 22 my baby was born. A beautiful girl. I named her Emma because that's what Allan choose as the first name. There is no turning back now. I'm responsible for my studies and the baby. Like that was my freshman and sophomore year. Junior year was even worst. Emma is still young and I had to go back to school so she had to come with me until I could find someone to take care of her.

                 What if she spends some time in Mexico? That was all I thought........

A/N/POV: Hey Guys hope you like this novel. It has some real issues and some fake. The purpose of the novel is for teens with trouble don't feel lonely in situations like this. I want to write this to help teens around. Share this novel with your friends and hey don't worry everything will be alright!