Not All Just Roses

Disappointment

(Gracie's POV, same day........)

I walked upstairs into our room to see Qin sitting on the edge of the bed. "Hey, you okay?" I asked sitting next to him. "Really? You gonna ask me that when my fucken parents just died?" he snapped as I backed off a little bit. "I'm sorry. I just thought I needed to ask you," I said being a little afraid.

"I know, I know. I'm sorry," he said while putting his head in his palms. We sat there for a minute before he started back talking. "I just wish, that I talked to them more. The last time I talked to them was when I argued with them about keeping the kids for a weekend. They were fucken crackheads. I couldn't trust them. And it got the point where they fucken kill themselves? Really?" he said getting up from the bed and pacing back and forth in our room.

"Qin, I'm so sorry," I said not knowing what else to say. "It's fine, I just need some time to myself," he said grabbing a jacket and walking out of our room. "Qin, where are you going?" I asked as I followed him. "I just need time to myself, Grace," he said walking down the stairs and out the door. I let him do what he needed to do because I'm not about to chase after him. "Do you want us to go after him?" Thomas offered.

"Nah, he gonna be fine," I said starring at the door. And I do believe that.

He is going to be fine.......

***(3 hours later)*****

I heard the front door open, so I go down to see what it was. I turn the light on to see Qin stumbling towards me. "Oh, I'm sorry. I.....didn't mean to wake you up," he said with a slur while rubbing his eyes. "Qin, are you drunk?" I asked as he put his hands against the wall to catch his balance. "Gracie, I'm fine," he said still rubbing his eyes. "Qin, I know you are going through a rough time, but you can't be doing this. We have kids in the house" I said almost at a whisper.

"Grace, my parents committed suicide and you can't seem to understand that," he said shouting at me. "Okay, your drunk and you need to calm down before you wake the kids up," I said still at a whisper but with sternest in my voice. "Gracie, I'm-" he said before he got cut off. "What's going on?"Lorie and everyone else asked. "Qin's ass here decide to go out and get drunk," I said before walking upstairs. "Grace, I'm sorry," I heard his say calling after me.

"Alright, let's put you to sleep," I heard Thomas say to Qin before he and Jay took him into the living room. I went to go check on the kids to see if they wakened up by Qin's loudness. I saw that they are still asleep, so I went into my room and threw my body onto the bed. "Hey," I heard JJ say after him and Lorie followed me into my room. "Thomas and Jay are talking to him right now. You gonna be okay?" Lorie asked as the sat next to me on the bed.

"Ya, I'm gonna be fine," I responded before laying down. To be honest I don't know if I'm going to be fine. This thing that happened with Qin's parents is going to change a lot for us.

I just hope it doesn't affect our marriage.

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