No Homo! (KiriBaku On Hold)

6 Bakugo's POV

Stupid fucking Shitty Hair. He makes me so fucking mad with his shitty insecurities, he shouldn't be insecure. I don't want to go to sleep so I'm currently sitting on my couch thinking about everything. I'll wait until I can't keep my eyes open any longer, because sleep can go fuck itself. Its been getting pretty close to be honest, my eyes droop closed only for me to snap them open again. I hear a knock on my door and groan. "Go away." I grumble as I get up and open the door. Its Shitty Hair, big fucking surprise. "Can I sleep over at your dorm?" He asks nervously and I cross my arms. "Absolutely not." I reply and start to close the door. He holds it open and hardens his hand with his quirk. Why does he want to sleep over at my dorm? Why would I let him? "Hey, I'm here, okay? If you ne- want me or anything. You can leave the door unlocked and I'll come check on you if I hear anything... weird." He says quickly and I try to force the blush that wants to cover my face and ears away. He cares. He's trying to set something up to take care of me. Ugh, it makes me wanna puke. "Fat fucking chance. Good night, Shitty Hair." I snap and he sighs before taking his hand away. "Good night, Bakubro." He says softly and I close the door. Maybe now that I've seen someone I trust it'll make it easier to sleep easily. Not that I trust him fully or he's 'comforting' or whatever. Thats just sappy bull shit. I wait until I hear him walk away before quietly unlocking the door. I pull off my shirt and toss it then go to my bed, which looks significantly more intimidating than it did a few hours ago when I wasn't sleepy. I huff and curl up on my bed before yanking the covers over my shoulder. I'll be damned if some cloth and cotton will intimidate me. Its just a damn mattress, blankets, and pillows.

~Time Skip~

I jerk awake with a strangled cry and panickedly shove my hand over my mouth to try and quiet myself. I don't want to wake him up. I'm in pure panic mode and my eyes flash over my dark room. Every couch, TV, blanket, and backpack turns into a threat now. My body wracks with sobs as I shake in fear and try to kick the tangled blankets away from me. I can't calm down and the hand not over my mouth explodes, in defense I guess. "Shit!" I yelp at the sudden use of my quirk and shake my hand to try and calm myself. There's a soft knock on my door and I don't have enough time to react before Kirishima walks inside. I turn away and try to move away from him in embarrassment. He's going to think I'm weak. "Hey, hey~. You're safe, c'mere." He says softly and sits on my bed. I try to catch my breath and shake my head violently, trying to tell him, no. He can't be here. I can't be this vulnerable in front of him. He stops where he is and I slump against my pillows, trying to hide my tear stained face. He lays down beside me and holds an arm out gently, as if waiting for me to come closer. I slide slightly closer to give him permission but can't manage any closer with sobs stealing my air and making me panic. He seems to understand and pulls me into his chest as I shake and cry. "Shh, I've got you. I won't tell anyone a thing. I've got you now, you're safe. No one can hurt you." He says softly and pets my head like I'm a whimpering puppy. I still curl into him and try to calm down. He slides his hand across my side then upwards to rub my back and presses his lips to my forehead, just keeping them there. I manage to catch my breath and my sobs slow to quiet cries as he comforts me. "There~, I've got you Bakugo." He says softly and I shake my head gently. Thats not the name I wanna hear right now. It reminds me that I'm the Old Hag's son. "Katsuki." I whine out and he nods against me. "Okay. You're safe, Katsuki. Just focus on your breathing, you can hold onto me. I'm here for you. Whatever you need." Kirishima says again and I grab his shoulder tightly, desperately trying to ground myself. "There you go, good job. You're doing great, Katsuki. I'm so proud of you." He says and I sniffle softly. "Thanks, Kiri." I whimper and he nods. Dear All Might, I'm so pathetic. I can't even speak without shaking in fear from the damn nightmare. "Any time. I'm here for you." He comforts and runs a hand through my hair gently.

My hand gripping his shoulder slowly falls slack as I calm and he smiles brightly. God, is there anything better than that? He seems so god damn proud of me and I didn't even do that much. "Good job. Can you talk to me?" He asks and I nod. "Yeah." I murmur and he moves to lay down then pulls me onto his chest. I nuzzle my head into his chest and allow him to pull me on top of him. He's just comforting and I'm so, so tired. "Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks softly and I wince. "No." I say sharply and he pats my back. "That's alright, I'm not mad at you." He promises and I look up at him weakly. "Really?" I ask, a bit vulnerable. I'm so used to the Old Hag forcing me to talk then calling me weak for it. "Of course. You don't have to tell me anything, Katsuki." He says and pushes the hair from my face. "Go back to sleep, I'll be right here." He promises and I easily let my eyes drift closed.