April 29th, 2016
Me and Calum have been living in New York City for about a week and we basically did the same things we did when we were in Australia.
I think I was starting to gain emotion back since cutting made me feel numb and depressed. I think Calum is too because he seems to be sad, not emotionless.
"Ash!" Calum yelled from the living room.
"Shh the neighbors might think we're gay for each other." I smiled.
Wait what the fuck?
I smiled.
Calum smiled too and it made me feel special. I made my best friend smile after not doing so for a bit over a year.
"What do you need?" I asked.
"I'm hungry." he complained.
"But you ate all of our food!" I exclaimed.
"Order pizza then." he shrugged.
I pulled out my phone and ordered pizza.
About 15 minutes later we got our pizza.
"This is good." Calum said.
"I know this is weird but I think starting over is making us better." I said.
"Me too." Calum was hiding something. I could see it in his eyes.
I knew I was bisexual since 2011. I actually liked Luke for a while but I quickly got over it. I think spending so much time with Calum, I'm starting to like him.
And when I fall someone without catching myself, I fall hard.
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