June 14th, 2016
Apparently in the US today was flag day, meaning everyone celebrated the flag. Which was fucking annoying since We. Are. Not. American.
Another thing was, I fucking liked calum.
I knew for sure after we kissed.
He's been a bit distant which made me think that he didn't like me. Which made me sad and insecure. So I was a mess of feelings I thought I didn't even have.
"Ash I'm sorry I've been a bit distant. I just I really liked the kiss and I'm really confused with everything and my mind is jumbled up and I think I like you oh shit I wasn't supposed to say that." Calum said.
"Cal, it's fine. I understand if you don't like me. I'll get over it." I said sadly.
"No I like you!" He said.
"Now I'm confused." I laughed.
"I like you, you like me, I think I'm gay, so shut up and kiss me." he smiled.
I stood up and kissed him like he wanted.
"I'm tired." he yawned.
"You're always tired it seems like." I laughed.
He smiled and shrugged.
He hugged me tight and it made me feel warm and safe and loved.
Things I haven't felt in a long time.
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