So I decided to make this part about my friends because I thought it be better for this unknown thing to start out heart warming. Something nice that I'll write about my closest friends witch there ain't many friends in my life but hay I got some pretty damn great ones! But why write this you may ask. Hell I don't know. I just wanted to give them something, something nice that I made myself and can give them it. And sorry if there not even ok just deal with it if yours is shorter then the rest there's only so much I can say about you but I still love you all the same.
Dedicated to May
First off is my dear friend May. But where to start talking about her? There is so much I could say. But so little will do her justice. So I'll begin back when I first met her. May when I first met you I will be honest I was warry of you, and when you messaged me I nearly shat myself because I was on the toilet at that time. But you seemed to be so very nice, so I thought you where a pedifile. Or something. I was dealing with anxiety attacks so don't judge. When I first met her she was way to damn friendly, it scared the crap out of me. Screw fight or flight it was more like fight, flight or fucking vomit! But in all honesty I was really ffucking scared and uh well I thought she was out to get me , like the only reason why she's talking to me was because she knew and wanted to kick my ass, but but soon after I began to realize that she would never do anything to hurt me, that she was hurting, that she needed help, and that she was so kind and beautiful. Now I'm not going to say what was wrong because that's personal information. But I began to help her not because of any of the reasons most would think but the reasons why I helped was because I realized how close I got to doing the exact same things she did and it scared me to think of how lucky I was to stop my self from doing so many awful things I don't know how I had the courage to do so much for so little but I knew if no one would help her then she might not be around the next day. So I became her friend and learned that we have so much in common it made me fall in love with her it was such a new feeling I never truely felt before I thought I felt love before but it was never the same feeling as this. But I ignored said feelings and kept trying to help her as best I could, I thought I was doing a terrible job but within about 2 to 3 weeks I done I helped her out I got her to stop everything she's happy and I learned so much about her and didn't have to say a thing about what I went through. But the next day she asked Kal your pretty badly hurt aren't you? I could tell that your broken up inside. When she said that my heart sank I thought to my self how could she tell how did she know I made no reference to my self I said nothing about what happened and I just was me, nice but she found out how? She is a he'll of a lot smarter then I thought I May have found out everything she was doing and how hurt she was but that was because she constantly hinted at it in someway but she learned that I was hurt to just because I was nice. That blew my mind how she could tell I was in pain and that she wanted to help Ms but I never did tell her about everything so she never really helped out all that well but still did an amazing job at being such a wonderful person . She does her best everyday to make me feel better she trys so hard but it seems like so much wants to keep me down in my put of dispare but yet she keeps on trying and trying but made so little progress with me but when ever I go a little upset and start panicking about things I come to her because she knows exactly what to do and say to snap me out of it she been protecting me helping me and screwing around with me for months now and she still doesn't realize that how amazing she is, is beyond compere. I can't explain what kind of person she is except for an Angel sent down from the heavens above to aid people in there time of need and only want someone to talk to when she feels lonely. She she loves to jokes around to have fun but most of all she loves being around her friends and talking to them. I hope one day that she gets the world for how spectacular she is and that she lives peacefully with her friends even if HT means I'm not there but I probably will be knowing her and knowing me I'll try some stupid sceme to be alone and she stop it from it ever happening and make me and everyone else she loves feel happy for that is how she is . The best friend I could ever ask for.
Now it's probably not what some where expecting but I thought it was nice and the same day I finally remember to get off my ass and write this is her brthday so I hope this is a good enough gift for now apparently she loved it
Well now it's time to make someone cry because they are super sensitive and one of my best friends. More like one of your only friends.
Dedicated to Ethan
Ethan is similar to a brother to me and even though we were distant at first I still considered him as one back when we first met. I first met him on a server called furry tail it's name has changed since then you know the admins where all out it was dead at the time no one was there and I was ffeeling really lonely and he just popped in and said hay you wanna chat? I reluctantly complied and we started to DM each other for a short while until he invited me to his little server saying I should try some role play you'll enjoy it and a day later I got invited to a different server with more adult content but I still enjoyed being there soon finding out that Ethan was a kind caring person who was hurt badly by a fallen family member and so I helped him move on and we slowly began to become better friends fairly slowly. But none the less we are like family now or at least I see that way and I'm really glad I stopped him from joining his fallen family member because he gets to be with an amazing girl who cares about him i. I constantly tell him when he gets down that there would be so much different if he hadn't found me and I still think he doesn't uunderstand how greatful I an that he wanted to talk to me at that time and how much of an impact that put on our friends lives just because he wanted to invite me to a server that he made . If it wasn't for him I would never have gotten these friends. And you don't know how much this little act of kindness means to me . Your beyond wonderful Ethan and I love you like my own brother. You are so kind and caring Ethan you would make a great father one day and I hope your love burn like the flames of a Phoenix.
Dedicated to huf
Huf is another good boyo I have we were such great friends I met him just a little after I met Ethan and we would have a conversation started about lunch and keep it going till about some time the next day he was clever witty and compassionate he tought me how to role play and make better ocs.
We had just about everything in common with minor differences it was uncanny how alike we were he was my first considered friend in this whole thing. He means a lot to me we where basically a pear of nerds in a comicon with no one to stop us and you know I decided to do him a favor because a girl seemed to be really into him and he showed intest in her so I got them to hook up and not are they cute together and they are happy with being with each other and I'm glad I was able to repay his kindness to me. He is a great guy to talk to about your problems he's always supportive.
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