"Jasmin is my Ex.." he says sadly "and she is-" "dead" he completes. "I- I'm sorry" I say "its okay, if she was alive you wouldn't be here..." he says.
"I don't know if I should thank her for being dead or go to her grave and perform a CPR" I whisper to myself.
"I thank her... Because I love you" he says sweetly. "Bu-but... What-" "happened?" he asks.
Wtf is going on with him completing my sentences?
"she got pregnant." he says "with y-" "no." he says "so did she-" "yes. With one of the boss's soldiers. She was rich, has a bunch of friends and a loving family. Big boss took everything from her when he brought her here. She was so thirsty to get her life back that she was willing to do anything. Lucas promised her freedom and she bought that without even thinking. He was an idiot, she was obsessed with getting her freedom back." he explains with no facial expressions at all. Cold look and frozen face as he speaks.
"and how did you k-" "she was a virgin. We never had sex so when he said she was pregnant... I knew" he says and looks at me in the eyes. "but it's okay." he says "you loved her, it's not okay." I say. "but she is gone, and she lied and cheated. She broke me. And now I have you." he says with comfort. "I love you" he says "I love you too" I say back and he pulls me close to a hug. I scream in pain and he immediately pulls away.
"I am so sorry" he says again. "it isn't you, it's the boss." I say. "Let me see?" he asks. I take my shirt off and my pants. "shit, Azul..." he says quietly but loud enough for me to hear. "It isn't that bad, I'll be fine" I whimper and put my clothes back on. "let's get out of here please" I cry a little. "let's go" he says and puts his hand in mine.
We go out of the room, I try to walk as normal as possible. But I can't, it's visible that I'm in pain. I lay down on my stomach in the girl's room and try to sleep as Erick plays with my hair. He pets my face and my head until I fall asleep.
He didn't notice my marks again. How? It's isn't clear to see?. I guess it's better that he won't notice. When things get hard again, I can run away to that.
"Azul" I hear Erick calling for me. "yes?" I answer. "I need you to wake up Amor" he says. I open my eyes and see him looking at me with his beautiful pure eyes. "The moon will rise soon, I'll start the heat and you'll have to stay away from me" he says "but, we had sex before, we can do it again and that will suppress the heat, right?" I ask. I don't want him to suffer... "technically, but this time it's a lunar eclipse, it's much more powerful, I can seriously hurt you" he says.
"Okay, but we need to talk..." I say. He nods. "not here tho, everyone can hear us.." I say. "the only room available right now is the red room amor, are you sure you wanna go in there? You've had a pretty severe trauma.." he says. "ill be fine" I say and we walk to the room. We walk in and my heart starts to beat so fast. "Breath, Amor" he says and takes my hand in his. I look around the room as I take a deep breath. And then, I see Mar. "Mar" I say. "Azul, are you okay?" he asks and I run to her. I take her in my arms and hug her tightly. "Azul, there's no one in here Amor, let's get out of here" he says "No! Can't you see her? She is right here!?" I say laughing. "No..." he says "what do you mean no? She is right here!" I laugh and point at her.
"Erick?" I ask "Are you serious? She is right here, are you blind?" I ask "no Azul, I see everything here perfectly, and I also know that Mar I dead and I get that you miss her! But there is no one here Love." he explains. I look at Mar, I touch her hair and her face, how can she not be real? How can't he see her?.
Am I going crazy?
"Azul let's get out of here" he says and grabs me gently. "but what if she'll be gone when we'll go out?" I ask "Azul-" "Erick! She is right here" I push him away. "Azul tell him I'm right here. How can't he see me?" she says "You cat even hear what she just said?" I cry. "what the hell is going on?" Richard opens the door. "the red room is soundproof and we all can hear you." he says "she says she sees her sister" Erick says.
"Azul, listen, some times when we miss someone we can hallucinate. And that is okay but let get out of this room cause it's clearly not doing well to you" Richard says "NO! You can't see her either?" I ask crying. "no, it's in your head Azul. Nobody can't see her but you!" he yells and pulls me away from Mar. "Let me stay with her!" I scream and fight him. "Azul!! Mar isn't here." Erick screams. "f*ck you all!" I cry and try to push them away.
"Goodbye sister" she says and I cry.
Erick locks the red room and Richard lets me go. I hit the door over and over again, but it doesn't change anything. I might have lost her forever...
Forever...
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