I sit in the bathroom thinking of what Joel just said. Maybe I do care so much. But I am not in love with him! I can't I be just a nice person who cares about others?.
When you think about it it really doesn't make any sense... We are still talking about me.
The door is slowly being opened. It was Erick. "I forgot to lock the door. Go away please..." I say and I walk towards him to push him out. "wait Azul, please... Just hear me out..." he says. He touches my cheek and looks into my eyes. "what do you want?" I ask calmly. "I just wanted to say I'm sorry and please just hear me out and if you still want me to leave, I will. And I'll let you sleep in the bedroom and I will sleep in the guestroom," he says. It was enough to convince me. "Okay," I say and I sit on the toilet seat again.
"I don't know what it means to be a good soulmate. But I do know that in the first second I saw you I wanted you. God, I wanted you so bad. I can't deny that when Big Boss is here I am useless to you. But when he is not, I'll be everything for you. I know I messed up, I know that you lost her because of me. But I promise. I promise to take my whole world in my hands, wrap it up with a ribbon and give it to you. I don't deserve you, I know that for a fact. And I am so sorry for Mar. But I can't hold back the fact that Big Boss is a jerk but he gave me everything I've ever wanted. I cannot bring Mar back, and I am so sorry! I didn't mean for this to happen... But if you'll give me the chance ill be everything to you just like you are everything to me." he says.
"Erick-" "I'm leaving okay? I'll leave..." he says. "Erick!" I yell "what?" he says. "sit." I say and he sits in front of me on the floor. I get down to the floor and look at him. "you are a loser for not doing anything when he took Mar. But I can't ignore the fact that I didn't give you anything but trouble since I got here-" " it's not true I-" "shut up. I listened to you, now it's your turn." I say and he nods. "the day I got here I lost everything. I lost my friends, I lost my house, I lost my family, I lost my privacy, I lost my normal life and I lost my best friend" I say. "but I earned you." I say and he smiles lightly. "I don't know what a soulmate is, but I can't wait to be that for you..." I say and he smiles at me. I smile back. He gets close to me as I close my eyes and we locked our lips. He kisses so well. Really good kisser actually. "how many girls have you kissed before me, seems like you are very experienced?" I ask "too many, too many that I thought that is my soulmates" he says. " let's go grab some dinner?" he asks.
We go down the stairs to see everyone sitting in the dining room and eat. Joel looks at me and smiles. "thank you" I mouth him. " you're welcome" he mouths back.
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