Aimer Encore (To love Again)

THIRTY

Sachii's POV

After that day, naging iba ang pakikitungo ko sa kanya. I feel betrayed.
Ilang araw ko syang hindi kinakausap kahit araw araw nangungulit sya.

I can't blame myself, i dont care if its looks like im too superficial. Mababaw na sa mababaw, the fact na sinabi nya sakin na ako lang ang babaeng dinala nya sa burol na yon at malaman afterwards na may nauna na sakin.. It hurts.
And the thing hurt me the most is the thought of them being happy in that place. At sa babaeng yun pa talaga.

I heard my phone rings, no need to look i know its Gani.

"I said give me time Gani-"

"Hi sweetheart, how are you?" boses ni Mom ang sumagot, I looked at the caller's ID, napafacepalm na lang ako ng makumpirmang sya nga ito

"I-im fine Mom, nothing new." i sighed

"Why you sounded so down honey? Is there something wrong?" She worriedly asked

"Nothing Mom, So why did you call?"

"Bawal ka na bang kamustahin anak?" ngayon sya naman ang bumuntong hininga
"Go pack Erra, May pupunta dyang tao para sumundo sayo. He'll be there at 8, And oh! Don't forget to bring your passport"

Agad akong nagtaka ng mabilis nyang ibinaba ang tawag.
Nagalinlangan man ay nag impake pa din ako,It means I'll be going somewhere. Maybe it will be fine, i need to freshen my mind.

Hindi ko alam kung saang lugar ako pupunta kaya naman nag Jersey shirt na lang ako at puting maong shorts.
Hawak hawak ko ang handle ng maleta ko habang nasa kabilang kamay naman ang passport habang hinihintay ang magsusundo sakin.
At saktong eight o'clock ay may pumaradang White Porsche Cayenne sa labas ng bahay.

I grabbed my suitcase and walk outside. A mid thirties man help me put my baggage.
We're silent along the way .. maybe he noticed that I'm not in the mood to talk that's why he just keep on driving till we reached at the Airport.

I went out at the car and took off my sunglasses when I noticed the familiar figure of a man. Why the hell is he here? I was about to get back into the car when someone suddenly pulled my wrist.
I feel like he has electric current flowing into his hand as soon as it touch my skin. With that, I knew it was him. Sya lang ang nakakapagparamdam sakin ng ganon.

"Are you still mad Love? Look, I'm sorry, Okay? I'll make it up to you. Please give me time to explain." He touched my face and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"Where are we going?" Walang emosyong tanong ko, I was trying my best to be tough even though i know to myself that im fragile. But not this time i won't let my fragile side win.

His face light up.

"We're going to Siargao.."

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Isinantabi ko muna ang excitement na nararamdaman ko, Ayaw kong masanay sya na maging madali lang sa kanya ang mga ganitong away. But i know my limitations tho, baka kasi sa pag tagal ng panahon imbis na suyuin nya ko, ay mas pipiliin nya pang iwan ako. Alam kong sa una lang masaya lahat. Sa una lang sya manunuyo kasi sa ngayon importante pa ko sa kanya.
This is one of the reason why i hate my God damn mind, I always making thought's and hurt myself by that. Im an overthinker.

He put AirPod in my ear and the Midnight Sky was playing, he looked at me and smiled. I didn't bother to talk and just leaned against the window. I still don't want to talk to him but im happy that he's making a move to fix it.