Be Mine (Will Be Continued)

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 9| NOT MY TYPE

JUNGKOOK

Leaning against the metal railing of my bedroom balcony, my mind started to running back to those days I spent with Stella. We both were so obsessed with each other. We had so many similarities between us which made us very close. Ever since she left me, I couldn't stop thinking about her. I still try to call her but she doesn't pick up. It felt like I was breaking each day.

Looking up at the night sky, I deeply sighed. Stella is very used to going to rich parties. She also had to attend a lot of parties for her own job. She never embarrassed me, I knew she would never embarrass me, like she did today.

I was so furious at her. How dare she spilled orange juice at someone's dress! She should've behaved herself in rich places at least. That's why I didn't want to take her. I knew she would keep embarrassing me like this. She is not my type at all. She can't fit my standards. She is just from a middle class family,how would she ever know how to deal with people of my class! My fist clenched around the metal railing just thinking about how I have to spend the rest of my life with her. But I won't let that happen.

The moment I knew I couldn't do anything but to marry her,I decided I will divorce her soon. But not before destroying her. Not before making her realize how it feels to be broken. Her presence made me feel suffocated. Showing her to the world was out of question.

The moment I saw her eyes,filled with tears and fear for me, my heart clenched. Without even uttering any word,I left the place. What was that? Her eyes.. her doe eyes did something to my heart. No. But I can't let that happen. She is no one but a burden to me now. I was forced to marry a stranger girl. That girl came and ruined everything. I was so happy with stella. She separated me from my love. I kept telling that to myself, knowing very well that her eyes were still stuck to my mind.

She was shaking out of fear. I made her fear me. I made her apologize in front of everyone,I embarrassed her, just like she did to me. Her eyes held fear for me. I could see how broken and shattered she was through her eyes. I did this in the last 3 months. I was slowly breaking her, just like she did. Everything was going good just like I thought. That mere thought of my plan being successful gave me a satisfied smirk on my face.

But deep down in my heart, I felt something shattering. A voice telling me to stop. The moment I saw her eyes,that's probably the longest time I looked into her eyes. I could see a little light. Light of making my heart beat faster. Her eyes felt so dangerous. Felt like they held power. The power to break down the wall and hate I built for her. The wall that I made for her not to come near any of my body cells. Her stare was doing something to me. Before those could spell me, I diverted my stares from her.

That was the first time I felt her presence. It was for a matter of seconds but I felt that. I felt her presence slowly poking my skin to get into it. My skin was burning. I couldn't take that anymore. My jaw clenched at that. Her presence and her eyes wanted me to destroy her even more, destroy her for doing things to me, ruin her for trying to make her way to my skin, shatter her for feeling guilty to do this to her.

Before anything could take over me, I left the place. At the same time I was so happy to see someone so broke who broke me and the love of my life. At the same time I felt so terrible to make her suffer.

The sky was clear. The night fell even more darker. Her eyes and soft sobs could still be seen and heard by me. I left her alone there. I didn't care where she would go. I knew she didn't go to any parties before because I never seen her,or maybe she went. I don't know her. But a voice told me to go and check if she was okay. Where could she be now? Did she manage to make it to house? Ever since she came,I didn't dare to go and check her room. Hell I barely stayed in my own house. Sofia made her room prepared before she arrived. I was so involved in thinking about how to get Stella back.

Inhaling deeply I made my way downstairs. The house felt a little cold tonight. I have been living in this penthouse for a long time now. But this emotion,this cold feeling was something very new to me. Avoiding the sensation, I made my way towards the kitchen for water.

The first time, my house seemed terribly cold. Stella sometimes stayed with me but most of the time I lived alone and I never felt so cold. This isnt cold. This is something else. I looked around the kitchen room,then the dining room. Terribly cold and uncomfortable.

I quickly made my way towards her room. I never even went closer to that room. The room was at the very corner of my penthouse so that I didn't have to cross my path with her. I was hesitating to even open the door. Somewhere deep in me,I was scared. Scared of not seeing her inside the room. It's so late at night. Though I didn't accept her anyways but she still was my responsibility. If anything happens to her,I had to go through so many question answer session.

Shaking my head,I headed inside the room. It was so dark that I couldn't see anything. The first thing that caught my mind when I stepped inside the room was a smell. Such beautiful and warm smell. The smell was so refreshing to reach my heart. Was that how she smelt like?

Fuck what's wrong?

I turn the light on of the room. My eyes instantly searched for her presence. But there was no one. Just a small beautifully decorated room. The room didn't have so much stuff because it wasn't used for years. The room was completely untouched and I used to throw my unnecessary stuff inside the room. Instead of having so many rooms in my house I chose to give this room to her. She disgusted me.

The moment I didn't see her in her room,I ran towards the garden and every possible places she could be present. Then I realized I was alone in the house. She wasn't here.

Running back to my room,I picked up my phone. My mind couldn't think where she could go. That girl is really the pain in the ass. How dared she roaming around the roads and not come in house yet! Did she realize I had to face great problems if she didn't comeback soon? My anger was increasing. I just wanted to take out all my frustration on her.

And I knew where to call now. My jaw clenched as I was going to call him who knew about her more than I knew.

And suddenly I heard door closed downstairs.
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