Be Mine (Will Be Continued)

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 12| Let the Heart heal

AVA

I was sitting in the balcony. The moon light was making everything around me look so beautiful. Nights like this are my favorites.
Jungkook didn't come yet. I didn't know if I should thank him for calling the doctor for me. I knew he did this because he didn't want to make me a burden but yet, he called the doctor. That's the first thing Jungkook ever did for me. He deserved a thanks for this little thing.

I am so craving for Jungkook to give me a little attention,show me a little affection. Even if he does things like this a little, I swear I was so ready to love him and cherish him forever.

I heard the door unlocked. It's Jungkook. I was gonna thank him. He clearly mentioned after our marriage that he didn't want to see my face when he comes back home. I also didn't want him to hate me anymore. But I just wanted to thank him. Even after whatever he did to me, I thought about it all day that maybe he was just too upset because his girlfriend broke up with him. He'd be fine right?

I knocked his door lightly. He didn't say anything. Then I knocked it again. But still no answer. After trying few more times knocking lightly, when I realized he was just gonna ignore, I turned around to go to my room. That's when he answered.

"Come in" his voice didn't sound any better as if he knew it was me.

I opened the door but didn't get inside. He was unbuttoning his shirt. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to see his toned abs and muscles but that's not why I was here. When I looked at his eyes, I found him already staring at me. That got me shy and I looked away.

"What do you want?" His voice was rude as always.

"Uh actually I wanted to say that thank you for calli-"

"Done? Now go. " He said and turned around.

Uh? That's it? I just wanted to say thanks and be nice and that's how he reacted?

When I turned around to go back to my room, his voice stopped me in my track.

"Some of my cousins may come tomorrow evening. But you can't hide yourself tomorrow in your room because Damon would be here too. He would create a scene. So wear something good. And DO NOT embarrass me." He spoke in stern voice and entered the bathroom.

He technically wanted to hide me from the world cause I didn't fit in his society. Now that Damon was coming and if he didn't find me there he would surely create a chaos which he didn't want so he ordered me to be present among them. Yeah that's how my husband treated me. Not caring about how I felt.

The next day

I thought I could cook for jungkook's cousins. I was getting bored anyways. So Sofia also helped me.

When I was preparing all the food in the table, some people came in. Jungkook wasn't one of them. I wore a very simple white floral dress and let my hair fall freely on my back like always. I smiled at them and went to welcome.

"Hey lemme guess you are Ava right?" A model-looking girl asked me.

Wow they knew my name? Jungkook talks about me to them?

"Damon talks a lot about you." Oh..

"Oh thats great. Well I'm Ava... And you?"
I was confused if I should call myself Mrs Jeon because Jungkook clearly wouldn't like that.

"I'm laylah. And that's my brother Samuel and sorry but I have a friend with me tonight. She's Julie." She introduced me to a of them.

I shook my hands with Laylah and Samuel but when I pulled out my hand to shake it with Julie,she totally ignored me and went inside. Ignoring that, I welcomed them again. After sometimes, Jungkook came inside and started to talk with his cousins. And they business mates too? All of them seemed like talking about some business. I was still in the kitchen because I didn't want to embarrass myself by disturbing them and Jungkook would never like that.

When I was getting so bored,Damon came in. Thank God!

"Hey beautiful!" Damon hugged me in the doorway. I hugged him back. His hugs felt so good.

" Hey you are late." I said in a teasing tone.

" Sorry I was just-" and a voice cut him off.

"If you two are done with your little love talks then can we get something to eat?" Jungkook interrupted us.

His expressions told me he wasn't pleased at all watching me and Damon together. And the last thing I wanted to do this evening was making him mad at me.

"Uh yeah the food is on the table." I said with a smile.

They all set on the chairs and I thought it would be good if I served them food by my own hand. I wanted to know how the food was.

When I took a bowl and tried to serve them,Damon held my hand. I got confused because everyone was looking at us. Even Jungkook's stern glare at our hands didn't go unnoticed.

"Ava you don't have to serve. We can do it. You sit and have dinner with us." Damon said with a smile. I looked at him with a kind smile but the whole scene got interrupted again.

"No need Damon. This is her job to do. Let her serve food for us " Jungkook spoke.

I immediately looked at him. The mocking was so clear in his voice. He was smirking devilishly. God this smirk was supposed to be my weakness but the moment I knew he was insulting me in front of his cousins,it shattered my heart into pieces.
Julie was already laughing at me.

"Jungkook don't do that dude." Damon defended me.

"Oh c'mon Damon. She is the maid right Jungkook? Let her do the work." Julie said looking directly at me.

Her mocks didn't do anything to me until I saw Jungkook smirking at me too. He didn't even try to defend me there. Even he didn't try to introduce me as his wife. I looked at his eyes and it immediately brought tears in my eyes. How could he do that.

The moment my eyes got red because of growing tears, his smirk suddenly vanished but he still tried to hold it there. He stiffened in his chair..

"She is not-" Damon tried to defend me but I stopped him and all the time not taking my eyes away from Jungkook. He was looking at mine too. His eyes seemed confused. I couldn't read the emotions in it.

"I'll serve y'all." Saying that I started to serve them,I served Jungkook too. Damon requested me to have dinner together with them but I lied that I already had it. I didn't want to stand any more minute there or I'd break down in tears.

I immediately ran to my room and closed the door behind me. I jumped on my bed,wanting my bed to drink up all the shattering tears and listen to my breaking soul. Who would listen? Even my own husband denied to listen ...

I was such a crying mess when someone knocked my door. I didn't answer. I just didn't want to talk to anyone. After a few moments the door opened.

"I'm sorry for what happe-"

"You don't have to Damon. Even my husband doesn't want to respect me so I don't expect that from anyone." I cried.

" No Ava don't say that. He is just mess-" he tried to calm me down but I wasn't having that.

" And what about me Damon? I w-was forced into this m-marriage too. My uncle didn't even ask me,they even lied to my parents. I couldn't say no Damon. I couldn't make my parents sad. They looked so happy. I- I couldn't--" I was hiccuping because of too much emotion and tears.

" Look Ava I can't assure you that if anything could change jungkook's mind but I want you to be strong. I know you are Ava." He hugged me tightly. That felt so warm that I hugged him back.

How could Jungkook do this to me. What did he get from insulting me in front of so many people? He was not letting my heart to heal at all.

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