AVA
"Did you hear me? You will sleep in my room."
My head snapped at him. He made his way furiously at me. "Did you forget already? There is no way I'm gonna tell anyone about our divorce. So until mom leaves, we have to act like a happy married couple. Got that? "
I stared at him. Not wanting to make him more mad at me, I quickly nodded and looked down.
"Good." Saying that, he turned around to leave.
I sighed but then my breath hitched.
"Don't you dare to think you matter to me. Whatever I am doing, it's for my family. I will divorce you as soon as Stella comes back. So in front of my family, act normal. And don't get your hopes high. You are not allowed in my room. It's just for my mom. You will never step in my room when she leaves." His voice sounded like first and last warning.
And then I didn't feel him anymore. He left. Left me with my broken heart. I couldn't breathe. I tried hard to swallow the pain but it was helpless. A sob left my mouth and I quickly covered my mouth with my palms. Everything ached so badly. I closed my eyes, trying to forget his words but I couldn't. His voice was ringing in my head again and again, reminding me that I was no one, just a garbage, left behind.
Taking few breathes, trying to calm myself down, I rubbed my eyes and made my way towards his room. I knocked his door, but no one answered. I knocked a few times. Still no answer. I slightly opened the door and went inside when I didn't see anyone. Maybe he was in the bathroom. I stood beside the door not knowing which side should I take, or was he even going to let me sleep on the bed.
Jungkook came out of the bathroom and made his way towards the bed, totally ignoring my presence. I followed his movements, waiting for him to say something. But he didn't. He turned the lights off, only the bedside lamp was on, as he scrolled down his phone. I was still standing beside the door like a fool, not wanting to make him more mad.
Time passed. After couple of minutes, he put the phone on the bedside table and turned his back at me, as if I wasn't standing there for his next orders. My shoulder shrugged in defeat. Was I that much of garbage? He really didn't care at all? Didn't even care to tell me where to sleep?
Sighing, I made my way towards the small yet luxurious couch at the corner of his king sized room. I slowly laid on the couch, without any pillow or blanket. The couch was too small for me but I managed myself in that.
Closing my eyes, I thought of the days when I was with my momma and papa. We were never that rich. Just a middle class family. But my father treated me like a princess. Though I know my father wasn't able to give me everything I wanted, but he gave me love, both my parents treated me like I was someone so precious. But everything changed. When I stepped into this rich society, I realized how much of an useless and unwanted person I was. I felt my cheeks getting wet. Wiping the tears away, I looked outside of the window, at the night sky. So beautiful. A smile crept on my lips as I looked at the stars.
Soon I fell asleep at the cold night.
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I woke up at the sunlight falling on my face. My back and neck was paining. I tried to straighten my legs but I couldn't. I slowly opened my eyes at the unfamiliar sight in front of me. I wiggled until I sat up at the couch. That's when I realized where I was. I looked at the bed, finding it totally empty. Did Jungkook already leave?
But then I heard the door of bathroom opened. I gasped hard but then quickly covered my mouth,making sure he didn't hear me.
Jungkook came out with only his black pants. He took his navy blue shirt from bed and started to button up, all the way my eyes following his movements. I didn't know when he was done but his voice snapped me out.
"If you are done eyeing me, leave my room now." He practically ordered me in his same firm voice. I looked away, quickly getting myself together I left the room, keeping my eyes down.
Closing my room door, I sighed and closed my eyes. All the memories from last night came rushing to my head. That was how I had to act until mom leaves. I thought I would feel somehow better when mom comes to spend time with us. But it was different. Jungkook made it harder for me to breathe. I had to spend my night with the person who owned my heart and kept breaking it.
Gulping against the lump in my throat, I made my way towards the bathroom. My neck, back and legs were still paining from sleeping in the couch. I was missing my small comfortable bed.
When I went downstairs, mom and Jungkook were already sitting on the table for breakfast. Mom was talking to Sofia and Jungkook was talking to someone over the phone. I slowly took steps towards the table and sat at the right side of Jungkook who was sitting in the head of the table and mom was on his left.
"Good morning Ava. Slept well?" Mom asked me while smiling.
"Yes mom. How about you? Did you sleep well? Did you need anything at the night?" I asked being genuinely concerned.
" Nah I was fine. And even if I needed anything, did you think I will disturb you two love birds in the middle of the night? " She said laughing at me.
I quickly looked down. Only if she knew the reality inside of the room.
I felt a strong gaze on me. But knowing who it was, I ignored looking at him.
During the breakfast, mom kept talking to me. She seemed so fun as a person. I really enjoyed her company so I kept talking too, trying to forget all the pain. Jungkook was silent all the time.
Jungkook ate his breakfast quickly and got up when me and mom were still eating.
He went to mom's side and kissed her on her cheeks. Saying goodbye to her,Jungkook walked towards the door to leave,or that's what I assumed.My heart jumped from its place when Jungkook placed a kiss on my cheeks. I looked up at mom,who was adoring us with love in her eyes.
"Take care." I felt his breathe under my ear ,the hair on my neck stood at the friction. I felt myself getting goosebumps. I couldn't move.
Jungkook sighed and left,leaving me frozen in my spot.
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