Be Mine (Will Be Continued)

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 13| THE TOUCH

AVA

That night I cried myself to sleep. All the heart shattering things Jungkook did to me wasn't letting me close my eyes in peace. But I wanted all of them to be vanished. Yes I wanted them to be vanished. I couldn't tell anyone. I wasn't strong enough to even fight with the person I love. Call me coward. I don't care anymore.

At the middle of the night, I felt someone's touch on my cheekbone. That touch was so warm. The touch I wanted. The touch slowly came up to my frowned eyebrows and smoothly caressed there, making my eyebrows go normal again. Then the touch slowly went down to where my tears were rolling out of my eyes just a moment ago, caressing the trail of tears. And all of a sudden, the touch vanished. I wanted the touch to keep going. So that I could sleep in peace. But it vanished. And that's when I realized there was an odour too, which also vanished with the touch. The beautiful odour, which kept my mind sane to keep away all pain so that my mind and heart could take a rest. They could take a time to heal. But it just, left. Left me to suffer in the ocean of pain again.

The morning sunlight woke me up from my deep slumber. Rubbing my eyes,I slowly tried to clear the vision around me. Knowing that this is going to be another day of being ignored,hated, embarrassed, I sighed deeply and got up straight. Leaving my bed, I went to bathroom to do my morning routine.

I came down from the stairs and headed to the kitchen. I wanted to keep my mind away from what happened last night. So I would help Sofia in today's house chores.

"Sofia I-" and I forgot what I was going to say next when the very next moment my eyes fell on him. My jaw dropped and my eyes fixed on the man,who was owning my heart and shattering it everyday,making sure it didn't get anytime to heal. Jungkook. He didn't go office yet? So far I remember,it was 8 in the morning and the other days, he would've already left by now. And when I remember what he did to me, and that he would keep hating me everytime he sees me hit my mind. Knowing that he didn't want to see my face and if I showed up to him,his day will be bad and all the blames will go on me,I thought of a better option. Maybe I will join Sofia after he leaves.

I turned my back to him and silently made my way to upstairs when I heard something which stopped me right at that instant. I couldn't take anymore steps thinking if I heard anything right or it's just a delusion. Yes it must be delusion. But the thought of delusion broke again when I heard the same thing being called again.

My name being called by the demon who was destroying my soul. Was I hearing right? This was the first time I heard my name being called by Jungkook. I wasn't looking at him but I could feel some emotion in the tone when he called my name. I turned my face at him just to see he was eating his breakfast and was focused on his phone. I didn't know what to do at that moment. Should I run? Should I ask him why he called me? What to do!

"Ava, come and have breakfast." He said,eyes still focused on his phone,his fingers pointed at the chair beside him.

What was going on? Breakfast? With him? Didn't he say that he hate me? Didn't he say that he will hate me even more everytime he will see me? Didn't he embarrass me at the party? Didn't he just made fun of me last night in front of his cousins ? Now asking me to have breakfast with him? In the same table?

Wait- was this his new plan? A new plan to humiliate me again? Yes that's that. He just wanted to show me where I came from and what I deserved. He wanted to show me my place. But one thing he didn't know was I have been showed million times my place,by my uncle,by my aunt, by my cousin sister. I've been showed my place by these rich people. So I knew that better.

" Ava I don't like repeating the same thing." Placing his phone on the table,he looked at me. His gaze was strong and beautiful. At the same time,it was dangerous. My heart skipped a few beats. But I didn't want to be humiliated again.

"I'm not hungry." Saying that I turned my back at him again.

" Do what I say to do. You don't get to say no to me." His stern voice made it very clear that I couldn't deny him or he will crush the house into pieces. And I was so tired for any kind of argument or listen to his humiliating words.

I made my way to the breakfast table. My breakfast was already placed there. When I looked at Sofia,who was working in the kitchen, she gave a smile at me eyeing both of us and went back to work.

Sighing deeply,I sat 3 chairs away from him. I didn't want him to hate me more. But that small stunt didn't go unnoticed by Jungkook.

"Ava, Sit. Here." He said in a stern voice, pointing at the chair next to him, clearly daring me to deny him again. His gaze fixed on my little self.

I didn't dare to deny and sat in the chair next to him. My hands were trembling. This close proximity and his behavior were not sitting well with me. What happened to him? Was he mad because I left the dinner table yesterday night and didn't even came down to say bye to his cousins? But then again, why would I do that? He humiliated me. So why would I?

We both had breakfast so silently. I barely could make any move. I was a mess foodie. I don't know how come rich people eat their food so silently. God even the way they hold their spoon screams how rich they are. Jungkook wasn't any different from them. But I couldn't eat any food so silently and slowly. So you can say, I barely ate breakfast. I thought when he left, I would have my breakfast in peace.

"What's wrong? You don't like the breakfast?" Jungkook asked,eyeing that I was just playing with the fork.

I shook my head in a no and again looked at the plate. I didn't want to have any conversation so I silently ate the breakfast.

After finishing his breakfast, he got up from his chair,putting his phone in his pockets.

"Ava, I'll be back at 8." He said,fixing his tie and walked past me,without waiting for my answer. I was still eating my food.

Wait-

Did he just say that he was going to be back by 8? But didn't he always come back home after 11pm so that he wouldn't have to face me? What was he planning to do again? All the thoughts were making me so nervous.

I quickly ran to Sofia.

"Sofia what happened? I mean Jungkook never had breakfast with me. And he left so late for work."

" He always leaves for work around 8 , until you came. And I don't know why but he just came to me in the morning asking me to make breakfast for both of you." A confused smile was playing on her lips. I knew why.

This was really confusing. This Jungkook from this morning was the same person who, just a few days ago, didn't want me to remind him my existence by showing up in front of him. He is really a bipolar.

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