(You Will Be Mine) Yandere! Kaga Kusha x Oka Ruto (CONTINUED)

Chapter 20

Oka POV:

Why does life have to have so many difficult decisions? Why can't everything be like the movies, clear cut. This is good and that is evil. There is no grey area. No mushy middle ground and no nuance. The debates inside my head over Kaga had not gone away over the night. In fact, they had gotten worse. I had a particularly sleepless night, where I was at war with myself. My morals and my desires clashed with each other for what seemed like the eternities of many lifetimes. By the time I was walking to school, my head was too numb to think straight about anything. I was in no shape to lead my club today, that was certain. I wish I could have club activities today but considering that my mental state was basically a flaming husk, it was not happening. Despite all of this, however, I needed to make a decision about Kaga. What have I gotten myself into?

As I walked into school, I barely noticed Kaga pushing a cart into the school. On the cart was a massive square-like shape with a faded green tarp covering it like a cloak. However, I was too mentally exhausted to look further into it. However, when I looked back up at Kaga his eyes for a fraction of a second met mine. He smiled at me and turned away. That brief glance was enough to send my mind into complete anarchy again. It felt like if I was to open my skull up scalding hot steam would pour out of my brain cavity. My sensibilities and ethics yelled at me to get away from that murderer. My desires tugged at me to go closer. As all of this turmoil was going off inside my head, I felt my phone buzz. Someone had texted me, I better see who it is. It might be another one of my Occult Club members asking why the club got canceled for today. I have already received one text from Daku asking me this. I just told him that I was not feeling up to the task today.

When I opened up my phone, I could see the message was from an unknown number. This immediately heightened my suspicions. I virtually never receive texts from unknown numbers. Almost all of my text messages are either from my family or from members of the Occult Club. I don't generally give my phone number away, but that doesn't matter since most of the time, nobody ever asks for it anyways.

I navigate to messages and immediately just stare down at my phone screen in bewilderment.

"I know about your conflicted feelings for Kaga Kusha."

I am stunned. How do they know? Do I have a stalker? I can feel my legs instinctively draw even closer together than normal. Just when I thought things couldn't get any crazier.

"How do you know and who are you?" I reply.

"Come on Oka. Even a blind man can see the way you blush when he is nearby. As for who I am, you do not need to know that. Call me Info-chan."

Ok, so I got a possible stalker who knows about both my feelings for Kaga and the fact that he is a serial killer. To think my life had once been dull and monotonous. I am starting to miss those lame, never ending days. At least I knew what I was getting myself into. Now my life is a roller coaster of emotions, tragedies, and romance. I bet you this would make for an excellent book one day. Anyways I snap out of my musings and reply,

"So what do you want from me Info-chan?"

"Oh, I just wanted to let you know that Raibaru Fumetsu has figured out that Kaga has killed Osana. She is plotting to murder him during club activities at the front of the school in a duel."

I let out a surprised gasp that gains me some weird looks. Honestly, though, I don't really care. Kaga is dead, he is so dead. He had extreme difficulty trying to take out Osoro. He probably would have lost that fight had Saki not interrupted. How is he going to fight an enraged Raibaru and have even the slightest chance of winning? Has Kaga lost his mind, well lost it more than he has already.

"Kaga has designed a 'weapon' that he thinks will be powerful enough to take out Raibaru. While his weapon is powerful, I have my doubts that it will be enough to defeat Raibaru."

"Why are you telling me this information?" I ask, my concerns mounting.

"Oh, I just thought you should know. You should feel fortunate, normally I charge a handsome fee for this kind of information."

I shudder at the thought of what kind of payment this mysterious stalker normally requires. Either way, I notice Kaga going back to his locker and opening it. A white envelope falls to the ground. Oh my god! Info-chan is right. That must be the letter telling Kaga to meet her. I can feel my heart beginning to race out of my chest in nervousness. Kaga just puts the letter back inside the locker without sparing it a second glance. Does he know already that Raibaru wants to kill him? He might, I mean he is very intelligent and smart. What would not be very intelligent and smart would be going out and accepting. Then again, he probably has very little choice in the matter. Raibaru would probably just tell the whole school that Kaga is the killer. Even if he doesn't go to jail for his entire lifetime, his reputation in school would be forever ruined. I cannot let this happen. First, I lose Shin, I am not going to lose Kaga as well. I must thank Raibaru for one thing, she helped me make my decision. I cannot let Raibaru kill Kaga and take out one of the only people in my life that I feel attracted to. Even if that means I must kill Raibaru, I don't care. I will do what I must. Kaga will not perish today, I can guarantee that.