hii! i'm so sorry for not updating this in over a month, i had lost all motivation and was a bit busy but i'm back now and will be more active from now on. here's part 2 :) - mattia: you didn't even have to ask y/n you know i'll go. sat, 6:23pm i examined my reflection in the mirror while adjusting the hem of my dress in dissatisfaction. the dinner at kairi's place was tonight and i was struggling to find an outfit to wear. *your outfit*
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"mattia, don't you think i'm a bit overdressed? or is this fine?" he got up from his sitting and snuck up behind me, nuzzling his nose at the crook of my neck while wrapping his arms around my waist and squeezing me a bit, "you look good, baby. don't overthink it." *mattia's outfit*
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"y/nnn!" my mom's yelling could be heard from downstairs, "are you two ready? i don't wanna be late." i turn to face my boyfriend and he flashes me a warm smile, "yeah mom we're ready." ~time skip~ my mother knocks on their front door and slightly steps back. i tightened my grip around mattia's hand in agitation causing him to flick his head towards me. "are you good?" he asks with a streak of concern in his voice. "yeah, i'm fine." his eyes are still watching my figure and i can tell he knows something is fretting me. it kills me knowing i'm not able to tell him this. a couple seconds later the door swings open to reveal kai's mom. she greets us all one by one and we enter the home to settle down at the dinner table. mattia's eyes are on his phone as plates of food are being set in front of us and i take this opportunity to scan the room in search for kairi. that's when i see the brown-haired boy trotting down the stairs and we make eye contact for a quarter of a second before i look back at mattia. "y/n," my mom calls for me, "would you mind getting my phone from the kitchen? i left it on the counter by the sink." "y-yeah, i'll get it," i say while excusing myself and slowly walking towards the kitchen. upon entering the phone is visible and i quickly retreat it, soon feeling a pair of strong arms around my waist. i thought it was my boyfriend, but i was wrong. "why is he here?" kairi asks. "what do you mean? he's my boyfriend-" "you really think just because he comes along it's gonna stop me from touching you?" my face forms into a look of irritation, "don't even try anything kairi. we're around our parents, please don't make this any harder than it already is." "y/n! did you find it?" we're both startled by my mother's voice and waste no time to leave the kitchen to not raise any suspicion. i hand the phone to my mom and sit back down next to mattia. he looked somewhat uncomfortable so i tried to conversate with him. "mattia?" he didn't budge, instead he continued to stare straight into his phone. "are you okay?" "what's this?" he asks while passing me his phone. my heart dropped immediately when i saw the text message. it was a photo of kairi and i from the last time he came over. this was exactly what i had feared. "who sent you that?" i asked, panicking on the inside. "you didn't answer my question y/n. what's this?" mattia raised his voice a bit and i noticed everyone's attention was on us. kairi's mom speaks up with a frown on her face, "is something wrong?" mattia looks over at her and back at me while being visibly angry, "i don't know, is something wrong, y/n?" he asks in a sarcastic way. my insides felt like they were turning and head felt as if it was spinning. "please tia, not right now-" "what do you mean 'not right now'? you want me to let this shit slide?" "aye don't talk to her like that," kairi stands up from his chair and yells out from across the table grabbing mattia's attention. "you wanna explain this shit then?" he shows kairi his phone. suddenly, everything went silent. i had a bad gut feeling about this whole dinner plan and knew i should've just stayed home but didn't. there was absolutely no way mattia was going to forgive me on this and in that instant, i was filled with regret. mattia gave me nothing but endless happiness since the day we met. "so you're not gonna say anything?" he asks with a cocked brow. "i'm sorry, i really wasn't thinking tia please-" "stop with your please y/n. you mean to tell me this is what you were doing that night i called? you were so busy 'helping your mom'?" he chuckles, "bull shit. i gave you everything y/n. i was there for you when you were upset, when you didn't feel good, kept you company when you were home alone and this is what i get in return?" he sheds a tear and my heart shatters. i had never seen mattia cry and this was when i knew i had fucked up. "i know, you did so much for me tia and i fucked it all up but after that night i realized what i'd done wrong and i felt so guilty. i wanted to tell you but i didn't know how. trust me it won't ever happen again." "you should've thought of that before you cheated y/n." mattia excuses himself and leaves the kitchen, giving the front door a good slam and i run after him. "mattia please." at this point i was sobbing, unable to control my emotions. my mom follows after me and pulls me into a hug, "just let him go, y/n. try reaching out to him tomorrow when he's calm, it'll make this easier." i could not believe i had just lost a part of me in a matter of seconds. - word count: 974
