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chapter 18

Hhhhhhuugghhh anyone else freaked out when tiktok was acting up? No? Just Me? Mkay (psst I got an announcement to make folks)

ANYWAYS ENJOY XD
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Tori p.o.v

It's been about a good 3 hours training with these two psychos and lemme tell ya, my. Ass. Hurt! Like seriously they kicked my butt today. What did I do to deserve this torture hm? I ain't do shiz! Anywho I was currently sitting hunched over on a seating bench near the arena. Water grasped in my right hand I chugged it down with quick haste, my throat was extremely dry and I needed somwthing to sooth it down. The other two kept going at it but I didn't care honestly. After emptying the water into my belly I sighed with relief. That really hit the spot. Suddenly my phone vibrated, looking over I saw my father face lit up on my screen. With a broad smile I instantly picked up my phone and accepted the call.

"Mija!" My dad cheery blue greeted me. I can tell he was happy I answered, smiling brightly I replied back

"Hey papa, how are you? How's mom?" I questioned in the same cheery tone of voice.

"I'm doing well thanks for asking, your mother is doing fine as well. Both is happy we have time away from you guys" he joked, I rolled my eyes but my smile never broke

"Ha ha, very funny dad. Anyways that's good you guys are ok. Me and treen miss you two" I said with my voice lowering slightly. Sighing over the phone my dad spoke again

"I know mija but it's for more expirience, you know this" he replied in the same tone I used. Sighing heavily I replied back

"Yeah I know" was all I could say. A few minutes later with catching up we finally hung up on me another. It was already time for me to go so I stood and grabbed my gym bag in the process. Not waiting a minute later for either of the two trainers to know I was on my way leaving I bolted out that place as fast as I could. Ain't no way in hell I'm staying another minute in there with that same lunatic lady and her oblivious excuse of a husband. Rude I know but do I care? Nope!

I hauled down a taxi as soon as I fled the building. The taxi driver pulled up then I let myself in, gave him the address and made my way to my tempary home. It was quiet the whole way there which I didn't mind at all. Laying my head on the window I looked at the passing cars and trees and pedestrians goin on about the rye business, having not paying anything attention at all towards one another. Honestly people are fastinating beings, if you would just sit and think about it they really are! We create things from our minds and hands to make it an reality, we adapt to change unlike any other, we survive and live in this messed up world we call a home. I'd say that's pretty impressive if you'd ask me. It might not seem that great to others but it's something ya know.

15 minutes rolled by fast and the next thing I knew, I was paying the taxi driver (who's name was brad btw) and made my way inside the apartment trina and I shared. Unlocking the door and stepping in immidiently I saw my oldest sister shaving her legs on her bed while having a half eaten bagel in her mouth, she had a very bright pink sports bra on with her pink nike shorts to go along with it. She also had on pink and white panther shoes on with her hair in a messy bun. Hm she must 've went out on a run or something cause she was still sweating

"Oh! Hey tor! Had fun punching people today?" Trina asked as she looked up from what she was doing moments ago. I smiled and shut the door behind me before walking over and plopping onto my bed. "Eh more like me getting punched while the others had fun" I grumbled.

"Oofers it was that bad huh?" I heard her asked, nodding my head and groaning as a response she sighed heavily and sunk beside me. Already opening her arms for me to lean in which I accepted gratefully.

"I just wasn't on my game today treen. I'll get back into it I promise" i mumbled against her chest, the only response I had gotten was her arms tightening around me and kissing the top of my head

"Its ok tor. You don't have to apologize or make up for anything. You deserve a break and a beating once in a while. That's how you learn ya know" she had finally spoke. Hearing that really out me at eased cause she was right. You can't win everything, losing helps you improve anyways. Nodding in agreement my eyes started to become heavy. I was getting sleepy and trina knew this so she had lulled me to sleep pretty quickly too. Hmm maybe I should take her out for breakfast tomorrow morning as a thank you and appreciation gift. Hm Yeah Imma do that!

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What's up boys,gals, and non binary pal! Sorry for a short chapter, I rushed this one lol but like I said before up above I have something important to tell y'all. Ready? 1...2...3! I'M GENDER FLUID and pansexual lol. I feel sooooo great coming to terms with who I am! I've been questioning my gender for a while and a lot of stuff didn't fit well with how I would describe myself. I know labels aren't who a person is but I feel like it fits me! I had thought I was non binary before but that didn't quite fit me either, at least not fully. Cause ya see I don't mind being a female but it's random because some days I would feel very uncomfortable in female clothing which would leave me thinking that hey this dont feel right! Maybe if I borrow my brother clothes it'll be fine which it has! Later that day I would feel freaking fantastic as a dude but tomorrow would come and then poof I would feel in between genders and switch and mismatch my clothing I had in my house and be like "perfect!" I love who I am now more than ever! I have more confidence in myself as Well! Freaking improvements guys! I love my newly found self and y'all should love yourself too cause at the end of the day you're your only love interest hun xD idk if I made sense but Yeah!