The broken mates

Scarred minds

I groan and snuggle further into the warmth of my bed the blankets wrapped perfectly around me but then I freeze as I hear my bed chuckle and i lie frozen for a moment then I lift my hand up and pat my hand about only to have it playfully bitten, I gasp and finally pry my eyes open only to see Alex chuckling and looking down at me with humourous eyes and then i realise how close we actually are with both of her arms pressed around my waist me pressed completely into my chest. I blush and pull myself away from her suddenly feeling cold as I lift my head from leaning on her chest and I quickly move and study her as the sunrises Ray's sending gold scattering across her peacefully laying body her dark hair turning shades lighter and her brown eyes turning into a hazel pool .

"See something you like ?" She chuckles as I blush a deeper red and hurry into the bathroom and locking the door behind me as i turn to look into the mirror and i study my blonde hair and dull green eyes that maybe once looked like a forest but now looks like a pool of a boring green liquid which lacks any and all life in them.

Ugly

Pathetic

Worthless

The same ords running through my own mind more often than i would like to say but its simply inescapable but when im with Alex I forget she gives me the ability to simply forgot an ability which i have been longing for.

Suddenly i'm broken out of my own thoughts by knocks on the door

"Everything okay in there?" Her voice comes from the other side and i go to talk but my voice fails so i clear my throat

"Yeah i'll be out in a minute" I say turning to the door and taking a breath before stepping out and giving her a gentle smile before looking at the floor and i feel her walk up to me and she stops just in front so that if i looked up there would be no space between us and i feel her fingers gently push my chin up until im looking directly into her eyes.

"You are my mate. You are my equal. You don't need to look at the ground okay"I simply nod lost for words at her kindness "I have to go do some things this morning but i promise i'll be back for lunch okay" I smile at her so she knows its okay before she wanders off into the bathroom so i leave her room making my way down the stairs trying my best to remember the way to the kitchen and eventually the marble room comes into view and i start digging through the pantry until i pull out the things i need to make her a breakfast sandwich so she can take it with her to wherever she is going and luckily just as she had walked down stairs i had placed it into a paper bag and i walk over to her handing it to her.

"You didn't have to make me breakfast"She says with a smile

I simply shrug a light blush spreading across my cheeks "I didn't want you to go without any" at this if it as possible her smile got wider and she gave me a hug which i froze up at but i choose not to say anything as she goes to walk to the door and just as she goes to shut it

"Its Emmeline by the way"

"What?" She turns back to me and i blush

"You asked my name before i never answered its Emmeline"

She smiles at me taking my breath away "Emmeline" She says as if testing it out and it makes a shiver run down my spine as she leaves and i watch for a moment as she follows the same path we took yesterday and i turn back to the house deciding to clean.

After awhile i had finished the entire house and i looked at the clock on the wall to see i had around an hour until Alex got here and that's when i heard the knocking at the door and i choose thats its probably going to be best if i open it.