under the yellow light ➸ meanplan/2wish

UTYL #15

Plan

Mean not being around bothers me a lot. I even sent him messages and also direct messages on his Instagram. But still, he was not bothered to reply. That made me pissed more at him.

For all that time he was that nuisance geek who almost tailed me around, now acting like we didn't know each other.

"Where's your friend?" I look to his friend named Prae. She looked stunned at me while her mouth hung. Then she points to herself and looks around.

"I'm speaking with you," I said coldly. I take the time to check her schedule and get to her class. That's how the effect he has on me.

"Mean?" I rolled my eyes heavenly.

"Ah huh?" I want to keep my patience but I can't help to feel annoyed.

"He told me that he doesn't want to talk to you anymore" she blurted it out. I was almost taken aback and felt stabbed in my chest.

"Did he just hate me that much?" I whispered then sighed.

There was a second of silence then I heard her laugh but it was like she was teasing me. Wait???

"What's with that face?! You look worried?!!! Wait? You said he hates you?" she grinned at me. I guess I got clowned. "Did you do something he will you? Did you?" she kept on teasing me.

"Nothing! I shouldn't asked you!" I glared at her but still, she kept on laughing at me.

"You look cute" She can't get me by that stupid praising style.

"Shut up"

It made me worried as fuck. That time I kissed him in my place. I wasn't in myself and let my inner courage to do that. He was so that close, I got tempted. Also, I messed myself up, cause I confessed at such a wrong time.

"We didn't meet that much, I know he was busy studying and also being a boyfriend to that bitch" Then she rolled her eyes. Is she bothered??

"You sound hating that girl?" I am trying to guess. But she gradually nodded her head. Okay, we vibe about this. I shrugged right away seeing her obvious face.

"I am still going to look for him. Thanks by the way" I said the tapped his shoulder as a queue to go.

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"Wow, so I have to see that right in front of my iced tea drink?" I saw Mean and Neena being that campus couple who are making disgusting sweet things here in the cafeteria. So this is why he was missing in action? He is now acting like a great boyfriend.

I was seated four tables away from them while sipping the iced tea that I only had in lunch.

Neena feeding Mean a spoonful of rice and this faker Mean are all smiling. What a show-off. He was smiling weirdly at their audience until he found my gaze and I directly into his eyes, made eye contact for a minute. Then end it afterwards and proceed to show off to other students.

I sighed. I have never been this frustrated.

"Alone?" a feminine voice gets my attention. I only stare at her with my boring look.

"Obviously?" I sarcastically respond.

"Then let me sit with you?" I didn't mind her and I looked back at Mean's place.

"Uhm.. you remember me?" she suddenly held my hand placed above the table. I immediately took my hand away from this lady.

"Even if I remember you, it doesn't matter. I am done playing with you all" declaring with all my heart. Playing with random girls is not my thing right now anymore. I stood up and was about to leave her when she grabbed my hand.