Saint
I was froze in that moment when I saw Perth leaning against the door of my unit. Until we met each other eyes. He look so worn out. He slight smile at me.
"So you are really living with my brother" he said while walking towards me.
For the years this is the first time he talked to me like this.
"Its my house" I said trying not to stutter in my own words.
"Liar. Obviously my brother take you home. So you are now his wife?" I don't find any sense why was he here?
"If you are here to mocked me or whatever. Please not now. I'm not in the mood" I was about to pass by him but he hold my arm firmly.
"I am just visiting you" he said. He gone insane already.
"Perth.."
"I wanna know what should I do to be like my brother. To be like Zee. Tell me anything!!!" he utter.
"What?"
"How he was in the bed? How he makes you satisfied? How he touch you? How he lick--"
I want break his face right now but I only did is to slap him to make him stop.
"Leave!!!!" I felt so offended. I felt so small. I felt dirty to myself hearing that to someone I used to love. I control my urge to cry but I just felt the warm liquid flowing down to my cheeks.
Perth was still stunned while caressing the part I slap.
"I said leave!!! Get lost!! Get fucking lost!!!!"
If he was disgusted on me, I am more disgusted to him.
"Saint--" he tried to touch me.
"Don't ever come near me"
"I'm sorry, I was just drunk" and he really have that guts to chuckled on me.
"Then go fuck yourself!" I was about to open the door cause I don't want to see him ever.
"Saint wait--"
"What do you want?!!! If you are here to insult me and make me horrible person. Please just go!!"
"Come back to me again" I suddenly felt deaf for a moment.
"What did you say again??" he is drunk but this is absolutely absurd.
"That's why I am asking you how my brother treating so I can do the same or I can make it better" its really sound so stupid.
"Perth I am not playing a games to you"
"I am serious Saint"
"You serious? Okay what do you want me to do? Listen to you? Why?? Did you do that same to me a long time ago? Did you let me explain and listen to me?" for a long time I kept it in my own chest. I let it out and I was so ready to spit it out to him.
All this year, he make me feel so horrible person but what more he was? Right?
"Whatever you did in the past, I can forgive you. I will accept you again. Please.. I am so tired acting like I was okay, it was okay. That I finally get over you. Please Saint.. save me from this shit Ive been through" I cant explain what exactly I am feeling right now. This guy was the same guy I fell inlove with. The guy who throw me away. The guy who disgusted me.
I am suffering too.
"What is going on here??" I found myself hiding in the back of Zee. He was confronting his brother. The way Perth look at his brother looks like he really hate him to death.
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under the yellow light ➸ meanplan/2wish
Fanfiction[STATUS : HIATUS] in which Plan Rathavit was one of the famous students of their university. he was known as the drummer of the band name tempting. and there was another guy named Mean Phiravich who was just a common and nerdy student, he was part o...
