under the yellow light ➸ meanplan/2wish

UTYL #14

Plan

It's still raining outside, scanning through the outside of the window it might not stop for an hour. I sigh while drying my hair in the towel after I get a quick bath. Cause the both of us are soaked in wet. I decided to take him home because of the sudden rain and his home was way far from my place.

I place my right hand on my chest and try to check my own heartbeat. It seems so normal right now unlike earlier it was like he wanted to get out of my chest.

I am so confused but also anxious.

While Mean has still in my bathroom for a few minutes now. Should I ask him? But what should I ask him?

Tsk, Am I really turned on by him? Thinking about this, since I've met him. I've seen him randomly in that field. He had my eyes on him. I didn't realize it sooner.

I was in my deep thoughts when he was already out of the bathroom. I was just stuck at him, trailing every time he was wiping his hair wet. While seeing the water drips from his hair also trailing down to his cheeks and to his chin. He was effortlessly doing it in a suave way.

"Plan??" he was waving his hand to my face, signaling me back to reality. I have almost snapped myself out. I was literally drooling on him.

"I was just asking if I can borrow some clothes?" he said in a kinda hesitant voice. I collect myself together and act normal.

"Yeah sure" Okay I sound cool so it passed.

He was now in my closet looking through my clothes. I decided to go quickly to bathe too after picking my bathrobe.

I turned the shower and I soaked myself. Later I realized that I was hang for a couple of minutes. I'm really spaced out, I lost all my shits to him. I don't even myself anymore. Why suddenly do I become so soft on him? What exactly did he do to me? I didn't act normal earlier.

My quick bath became a long-ass hour bath. I consumed my time being dumb in the shower area.

Mean slept already on the couch which made me wonder at him. He is been the persistent and consistent being at my side. Even after dating his "past" love, thats what he told me. I never felt he was anyone's boyfriend, he was always at my place. He is also studying and doing his homework. I know and I didn't want him to keep doing this to me but deep inside, I like it.

I found myself, leaning closer to his sleeping face. He sounds having such a good dream at this moment. My lips curve into a smile while poking softly his cheek.

What am I doing this? Im seriously out of myself.

Sigh. It's been a weird day.

I was about to leave him sleep peacefully when his phone rang. I was waiting for him to wake up to pick his phone up but he is still sleeping safe and sound. So I have no choice but to pick it up to his pocket. I slowly fish out his phone from his tight pocket.

My eyebrow flinched when I read the ID caller's name. It was her, the Neena girl.

"Babe?!!! You told me you are picking me up, look it's still raining so hard!!" her whines were really annoying enough to punch her face away from me.

"Something came up" I answered jockey way.

"Who is this? Why are you answering his phone? Where is Mean?!!!" she asked furiously almost yelling at me I know when she realized she wasn't complaining to Mean in the other line.