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~•I just recently listened to this song and I got this idea. Enjoy my lovelies -Bee🐝✨•~

Everyone's got a thing, a thing they don't like, a thing that makes them stand in front of the sink with tears in their eyes.

                           Gerard
I was standing in the mirror looking at myself, I hated my body, it was too chubby in some places. I teared up, I didn't like downing myself like this but I had no control over it, I can't really control my thoughts and it stresses me out.

Everyone's got a thing, maybe they won't cry, maybe they can't even bare to utter the words the doctor prescribed.

I shook my head looking down, it was before we were supposed to preform a show and I caught a glimpse of myself and I started looking down on myself. I tried to calm myself down but it didn't work too well. 

Everyone's got a thing, a thing they don't like, a thing makes them double think when they're standing at the railway, crossing lights.
Gotta stop forgetting the fact it's not just me in this god damn world.

I heard a knock at the door. "Gee?" It was Frank. "Yeah?" The door knobs twisted and I finished getting dressed. "Hey, what's taking so long?" I frowned at him as he walked in. I wiped my eyes. "Thoughts getting to you again?" He tilted his head frowning. I nodded. He came over to me and put his hands on my cheeks making me look at him. "Gerard." He started. "You're beautiful stop downing yourself, personally I think your chub is adorable. I don't care what others said to you, you're beautiful." He smiled and kissed me softly and pulled away.

I smiled as he helped me with my tie and we walked out.

I don't wanna wake up sometimes, I don't wanna sing,  and I don't care what happens tonight, as long as I feel something.

~•it's short and I like it, well I hope you liked it. Cya my lovelies -Bee🐝✨•~

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