Frerard oneshots

What is this hell?

•so I randomly got this idea, hopefully the song goes with the story, so enjoy I guess -Bee🐝✨• ⚠️big trigger warnings⚠️ death, descriptions of pain, and suicide•

"As I sit here, I wonder what you're doing now, what came for you after that tragic accident. Did you go to that wonderful place most people believe in called heaven? Are you down there burning in hell? Or are you stuck here, roaming the earth you once lived on. I miss you, I really do, your raven colored hair that hung just below your jawline, your hazel eyes, your cute pixie nose, just everything about you. I like to think of all the little memories we had together. From when we would go on walks through the forest, our first kiss by the lake, everything we did together. But after I think of all of that I remember what happened that night, it breaks my heart a little more every time I think about it. It like an endless cycle, when I'm alone that's all I think about.
I miss you, I'll see you soon"

He gave a weak smile at the camera and ended the video, he sat there for a while contemplating weather or not he was actually going to go through with this, did he really want to end his own life because of the stabbing pain in his heart every time he thinks of his past lover? The more he thought about it the answer was yes. He put the video into a hard drive and he put it into a envelope and set it beside him.
He picked up the bottle and downed the whole bottle of pills.

Lying there waiting he was at peace with himself, awaiting his own death. "Frank.." he heard a small voice in the back of his head. He ignored it. He began to feel fuzzy, everything was blurry and he felt as if he were on anesthesia but he knew he would be at peace after it was all over. He smiled as the darkness had swallowed him.

He opened his eyes, he was in darkness, surrounded by it, he spun around, it was all darkness. Then just as he had relaxed he fell, and he fell far, he then hit something hot, burning hot. And he was sinking into the hot liquid, it burned like hell, he tried screaming but the liquid went down his throat and burned his insides, it was the worst feeling he had ever felt, was this his hell? Being stuck in a pool of burning hot liquid for god only knows how long.

He floated there and everything became numb, he couldn't feel anything, almost like it was all over but as his eyes were open he saw the Orange and red around him, he saw all sorts of terrifying creatures below him, he began sinking farther and farther down. He needed to get out of this living nightmare. The creatures were nothing he's ever seen before they were like something from beetle juice but way worse. He couldn't move, he couldn't try and escape, he was stuck slowly sinking into the depths of whatever hell he was in.
He wanted out he wanted to see something else anything else, but there was no hope he was stuck here and that was where he was going to stay forever.

•sorry for the long gap of updating here's this I hope you guys liked it, I feel like most of my oneshots of death and the afterlife end well, I wanted to change it up a bit. Take care -Bee🐝✨•