Broken

Chapter 8.

He was right. This is impossible, how can he be this smart? I mean I would need 8 hours to do such homework but in 20 minutes we have done half the homework I had and other 20 minutes him laughing his ass off at my reaction then 20 minutes to finish my other half of the homework.

And today as we were in class correcting our homework, I was ready with a rubber in my hand and when the teacher started saying the answers I was shoked to see no issues in my homework.

There is something mysterious about him, him knowing me, faking a laugh when I start talking about nerds, him being genius.
I will find out.

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I walk down the hall to my locker, a week and it's my birthday.
Finally 18. My mind says, yes finally 18 but alone, if Kieran was with me now he would have made a big deal of it and make me a big cake and invite our so supposed friends over for a little party. He knew I didn't like big parties.

"Hey" I hear a voice call and I turn around to see Cale with a big smile on his face.

"Hey" I say making a little smile.

"What are you going to do this Tuesday for your birthday?" He asks and my eyes widen.

"How do you know it's my birthday this Tuesday? " I ask and I think he got that I knew he wasn't supposed to know.

"Well....I asked" he says and I raise and eyebrow.

"Who?" I ask and he looks nervous.

"Forget it, now tell me what are you doing" he says quickly and I still look suspicious at him.

I roll my eyes and turn around putting back some books and taking others.

"Well..nothing" I say and turn to look at him again.

His hands were in his pockets, his eyes raised at me, his lips in an o shape.

"Why nothing? You are turning 18" he says and I raise my eyebrow.

"I guess" he says to so correct himself.

"Whatever, it's really not a big deal" I say rolling my eyes.

"But you should do something,have a party? Go to the club?" He asks and I roll my eyes.

"No, and let me think...no" I say stubborn.

"Then I'll take you to the club, cuz' I am sure you never been" he says and my eyes widen.

"No" I say my voice cracking.  Damn, you can't even lie when you look him in the eyes.

I mentally slap myself for being this stupid.

"This Tuesday then" he says winking. Is he kidding me?!

"What?! No!" I say but he was already gone.
Damn you Ryder.

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"Um, M-May" I hear a voice saying from behind my back, I turn around seeing a boy with dark brown hair that was stickimg neat on his head, his hazel eyes hiding behind a huge pair of glasses, his teeth having a dentar thing I didn't bother to know the name of, he was wearing some large brownish pants a belt making them stay on his body, and an old sweater large on his skinny body, tug in his pants.
He was nervous, but aren't nerds like that?
"Yeah?" I ask disinterested.
"Um, I would like to ask you out" he says mumbling.
I raise an eyebrow and a smirk coming alive on my lips.
"With you?" I ask and he looks down at his shoes.
"Y-Yes" he says and I start laughing.
"I'd rather die than go out with you" I say and his eyes showed pain, I spin around and ignored him untill he left. What a freak I thought to myself.

That's what I've been thinking about for the last hour.

The nerd disappeared last year and the new so called hot lad came into our school, isn't it weird? Well I think that boy changed school because of me, I was harsh on him, but I was in Vanessas influence, she was one of the most popular girls in school and she started changing me.

Then came Kieran and I lost interest in telling him sorry.

If I will ever see him I'll have to say sorry and ask for forgiveness because what I did was plain bullying.

3 days till the party I am going with Cale and 7 days till I go to the club with Cale for my birthday, what is he doing in my life anyways?

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I start walking to the kitchen sleepy, my hair sticking in all directions, dark bags under my eyes, my lips dry.

I looked horrible, more like a dead body walking.

As I approach the kitchen, memories start exploding in my mind.

I walk into the kitchen and saw Kieran standing at the oven, making a delicious omelette and preparing some toast for breakfast, I inhale the smell, making my stomach to grunge in hunger.
He turns his head and his eyes lit in happiness a smile forming on his lips.
"Morning babe" he said and I smiled.
"Morning" I say, coming closer to him and hugging him from the back.
"How is my little princess going?" He asks and I giggle at the words little princess.
"She is doing fine hugging her prince" I say and he chuckles putting the omelette in two round bowls.
He turns around hugging me and I inhale his smell, he always smelled fresh, like coconut and exotic fruits.
"I have the best view of your ass from here" he says and my eyes widen gasping pulling him away.
"Kieran" I say and he chuckles kissing me.

I runned back to our bedroom where all his stuff was still there.

I saw his perfumes and deodorants and walked slowly to them.

I smiled and went and changed into a colourful dress with a black hem and black boots, I pulled my hair in a messy bun and applied a little make up to cover the bags under my eyes, I went back to his perfumes and took the one that I loved the scent of. I sprayed some of it and inhaled the smell, it smelled like Kieran.

I lost my appetite but had an apple and went to school.

I walked to my locker but remembered that I had to get Kieran's stuff from his old locker.

I started walking slowly my boots making annoying sounds with each step.

As I approached it, another memory came into my head making my eyes water.

"Kieran, not here please" I say as he laughs at me for being so scared.
"Aren't you my girlfriend? " he asks and I nod.
"Am I your boyfriend? " he asks and I nod again.
"Then what's the problem?" He asks and I look down, our bodies inches away making it hard to look down.
"I don't know" I say my cheecks starting to have a creamy colour.
"Everything has a start babe" he says and I giggle a little as he pulls me closer , I closed my eyes but felt a kiss on my nose.
I open my eyes and see a chuckling Kieran with eyes closed, I slap his chest and he laughs hard.

How can I ever live if everytime I try to forget about him, he gets in my mind, I was right when I said that I won't ever forget him.