His second Chance (ON HOLD)

Chapter 16

The amount of times I came last night... Oh jeez. You would've thought I was in hell again the way I was screaming. 43... 43 times... And his dic-

"Glad you enjoyed it then." His voice breaks me out of my thoughts. I look down at him in surprise.

"You cocky bastard." I say dramatically. He smirks.

"What? You want it again?" I frown for a second before my eyes widen in realization.

"You dirty fucke-" I let out an oof as I roll out the bed. He lets out a laugh and I smile up at him, clutching the sheet to me as I sit up. "I've missed your laugh."

He stops and looks at me. "And I've missed your smile." He returns my smile with one of his own before the door opens.

"Listen-" Lucas stops as he looks at us. Alexander growls lowly and Stiles runs in behind him.

"I told you not to come up here you idiot!" Lucas ducks just before Stiles can hit him on the back of his head. "Pendejo."

"Anywaysssss." He looks as us again with a grin. "Happy birthday bitch." Alexander looks at me in surprise.

"Birthday?" Oh right... We never got into the deep topics...

"Hell yeah! You are officially another year of an upgraded bitch!" Lucas runs in and picks me up. I let out a squeal and Alexander stands up with a growl. Lucas looks at him before grinning at me. I grin right back.

"Love you Alexander bye!" I yell as Lucas runs towards the patio. Alexander shouts behind us as I jump out of my husband's arms. I hold my head down as we slam into the glass, causing it to shatter as we fall to the ground.

"Filia!" I turn around to see Alexander looking down at me with wide eyes. Suddenly I feel a tap on my shoulder and I look at Lucas. He nods and I smile.

"Now!" We shift in mid air before I land on all fours and Lucas rolls once. We take off running towards the forest. Oh boy he's gonna be pissed.

****

I playfully nip at Lucas' ear and he gives me a sloppy wolf grin. I plop down beside him with a deep sigh as we shift back. He props himself on his elbow, looking at me with a small smile.

"What?" I laugh out. He shakes his head and I grin. "Come onnnn...  Tell me."

"He makes you happy." He whispers. I smile and look at the lake in front of us.

"Yeah... I guess he does." He lets out a laugh and nudges me.

"Oh don't 'I gUeSs he does' me." I look at him with raised eyebrows. "I know when my wife is in love with someone."

"Do you now?"

"Mhm. In fact you get this look on your face... Whenever you see him your whole aura changes." He stops for a second before searching my face. "Alexander's here."

"No he's not." I laugh. He nods and picks at a piece of grass.

"Yeah I know." He sheepishly whispers. "But your face lit up. Your eyes got brighter and so did your smile. You were thinking about him being here instead of me."

I frown. "That's not true." He sighs before looking at me with a tilted head.

"Yeah... Yeah it is." I open my mouth. "It's fine Fi. I'll get over it."

"Over what?" I ask. He looks down at the grass again and furrows his eyebrows.

"Over you."

*****

I look at Lucas' wolf as we walk back to the pack house. How am I supposed to do this? I have a husband and a mate. I can't have both but I have to have both. Lucas is the future king of hell. Alexander is the love of my mortal life.

"What do you mean over me?" I ask him. He stands up abruptly and shrugs.

"I mean over being in love with you." He mumbles. I stand up and shake my head.

"Luca..." He shakes his head and smiles. "I-"

"It's okay Filia. I've loved you for centuries." He finally meets my eyes. "I can wait for it to pass. Even if it doesn't, we can't be together."

"I'm sorry Luca-"

"We should go." He clears his throat and nods. "Yeah I think we should go. It's a getting late anyways... Wouldn't want to run into rouges."

Before I can answer he shifts into his wolf. Luca... I'm so fucking sorry.

How do I handle all of this? Is it even possible to love two people at once? I've never seen it happen before... Well there's always a threesome. But that would hurt Alexander and that is the LAST thing I want to do. Fuck my life.

I'm brought back to reality a a growl shakes the house. We stop in alarm before a black wolf slowly emerges from the front door, Alexander's wolf. His dark green eyes glare beside me... Right at Lucas. My wolf stirs inside my mind.

'Alexander NO!' I yell at him through our mindlink. He blocks me out as his pace picks up.

What the fuck is he doing?! I feel Lucas become aware of what's happening and he growls lowly. Oh God not now.

'Xander!' I try one more time. Now he's full on running towards him.

Bloody fucking hell-