His second Chance (ON HOLD)

Chapter 4

Filias POV:

As soon as I take off my pants, I plop down on my bed and put my arm over my eyes. Thank god my roommate's not here. I turn on my side lay my head on my hands. Why me? We were doing great. The past 2 years have been stress free. No pack to sacrifice yourself for. No mate to love...

Love is the thing that either creates or destroys. Love is when you accept someone for who they are without change. You'll stand by your love until the end of time, no matter the consequences. The constant need to have that one person with you... Right here. Right now. I can love... At least I think I can love. I wasn't loved. I didn't want to know what it felt like. How it breaks you apart... Pain everywhere. Heartbreak is forever... Life is not. They say love cures depression... They were wrong. It causes it.

I hear soft footsteps and I smell lavender. I don't move when I feel the bed dip. I take a deep breath. "Look Filia I-"

"They lied." I cut him off. I look at him over my shoulder to see him frowning at me. "You lied."

"About what baby?" I turn my body towards him and look at him. He tilts his head.

"Do you love me Alexander?" He scoffs. "Answer the question. Honestly."

"Yes Filia. I do love you." He answers. I shake my head and sit up.

"No. Do you love me?" I specify. He smiles.

"I love all 3 of you." He whispers. I nod and gulp.

"How do you know that you're in love?" He looks up at the ceiling as he thinks for a second. Then he smiles so bright, that even the sun is jealous. He turns to me.

"Well I'll tell you from experience. You know you're in love when your heart flutters everytime you see them. When you're breathing stops as soon as you lay eyes on them. When they make you happy in your darkest times. And you know you would do the same in a heartbeat." He's only inches away from my face. He looks into my eyes and my breathing becomes raged as I feel his breath tickle my lips. "Are you in love with me Filia?"

"I don't know how to love." He nods and takes my hands in his. He brings my hands up to his mouth and kisses my knuckles.

"It's okay." He says. He tucks a piece of hair behind my ear in some sexual way that has my insides tingling. "You learn new things everyday."

"I know what you're doing." He sighs and kisses my jaw. "It's not fair. We were doing do good."

"I can't let you go." He whispers. "Not again." I stand up and get in between his legs.

"Then don't. " I challenge. He growls before lifting me on his lap, my legs straddling him.

"I want you right now." He breaths. I nod and tug on his ear.

"Please..." I whisper. He smirks. "Please."

"Please what my little Devil?" I shiver with a whimper as he grips my side. "What do you want me to do?"

He slides his hands in my underwear and pushes two fingers inside me. I gasp as he moves them, dangerously slow, in and out. I push against him and he stops.

"Naught girl. So wet and ready for me already." He takes his fingers out and I whimper. He chuckles. Don't laugh at me right now man... I am sexually frustrated.

"Please... Oh goddess please." I beg. He slowly lifts his shirt and I growl in warning. He tosses it and looks up at me with black obsidian eyes. "You must be Trevor."

"That I am my lovely mate. It's nice to see you again." I nod.

"Same here."

"Filia I'm going to fuck you." My breath hitches and he grins. "Don't worry my love."

"Who says I'm worried?" I hungrily smash my lips against his and he licks my bottom lip. I open my mouth and his tounge enters, fighting against mine for dominance. I moan into the kiss as he rips my shirt. He pulls away and stands up, pushing me down on the soft boring bed. This time I know Alexander's back. I reach up to him as he climbs on top of me.

I kiss him deeply as my back arches when he cups my breast. He slides my panties off and throws them over his shoulder. I pull down both his boxers and pants at once.

I pull away, panting as his lips connect with my neck. I unconsciously lift my hips to his erection. He growls.

"Please." I beg. "Alexander plea-"

I cry out as he slams into me. I feel my claws extend as I scratch at his back. He shifts onto his elbows and begins to thrust faster. He moans as I lift my hips to meet his. He kisses me deeply as a tear falls down my eyes. He grabs my face and tugs my bottom lip between his teeth. I moan and soon enough he starts to move even faster.

"Mercy." I moan as the headboard continues to hit the wall. I feel my body quiver as I claw his back harder with a whimper. I feel a liquid ooze down his back as my claws dig into his back and scratch my way up. I call out his name as my body violently jerks when I find my release.

"Fuck!" He cries out, thrusting once more as he follows my climax. I pant heavily as he pulls out. I wince and he throws away the now used condom. When'd the hell he even put it on? 

We snuggle under the cover and I look at the wall. I carefully remove my claws from his back and my hands turn normal again. He lays his head on my stomach and I begin to comb through his hair with my fingers. A few minutes later, our breathing becomes regular and he looks up at me.

"What happened?" He asks. I look at him to see he has a sad expression.

"What are you talking about?" I know exactly what he's talking about.

He means what happened in hell... I think after 2 and an half years... It's time.

"Let's start from the beginning..."

----------Aurthors Note-------------

Ahaha... Hella cringe😚✌🏼