Berklee (A Sam Woolf Fanfiction)

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I soon walked into my room, opened my diary, and began to read my last diary entry, which read:

"8-22-18

Well, today was a crazy good day. After orientation I ran into Sam Woolf! I was really nervous, but he was so sweet, and caring. I wish I would've talked to him longer. And tonight, I really got to know Jackie better, I think we will be good friends. Today was a great day. This will indeed be a day I must remember...."

As soon as I had finished reading it, I let out a sigh, with a slight laugh, and tears began to role down my cheeks. It was a weird feeling to think back to those days when I thought Jackie might have been half way decent, and when I was starting to have a slight crush on Sam. It's crazy how much can change within a few months, so I decided it was time for me to write another diary entry. I grabbed my pen and began to write:

"12-23-18
Wow. It's been a little while since I wrote in here, and I can say so much has changed since then. I actually ended up getting into a relationship with Sam. But a few months ago, I found out that Jackie had set everything up. Here she was fake to me all along.. And I fell for it. Because of this, I ended the relationship with Sam (dating celebrities is a lot harder then I ever thought). I also ended up switching dorms.. I never wanted to talk to Jackie again. I like my dorm room. I've got it all to myself which is very nice. I took all my finals last week, I feel I did well, and flew back to Minnesota yesterday and will be here for the holidays. It's nice to be home, back with my family.. The people I know I can trust. But there's still an emptiness in me.. I won't be getting a kiss under this mistletoe or a New Years kiss this year.. But oh well.. There are many other guys out there. Sam just wasn't the right one."

I then closed my diary. My hand was throbbing. I hadn't written that much in a long time, I always type my essays for school. Yet, I still stayed in my room, in my home in Minnesota... All by myself.. It was so quiet for once. Slowly, tear by tear started to drip down my cheeks again.

"Do I still have feelings for Sam?" I thought, "of course. Who doesn't like Sam."

I tried as hard as I could to convince myself that my feelings for Sam were more of a celebrity crush.. But I couldn't. I just kept going back and forth, bouncing between multiple thoughts.
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"Kelly?" My mom said well knocking on my bedroom door.

I immediately jumped up.. My mom had honestly scared me. I managed to say "yeah?" along with groan.. I was just waking up. I guess I had fallen asleep.

"It's time to eat. We're all waiting for you." My mom replied in her usual sweet and caring tone.

"Oh ok." I said, and preceded down the stairs to the kitchen, with my mom just ahead of me.

We said our usual prayer; "thank you Jesus for this food, and bless it to our bodies." And then began to dig into the delightful chicken dinner my parents worked hard to prepare.
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Soon, there was only one bite of food left on my plate, it was my moms delicious cherry coke jello. It was so good I had to eat it, despite the fact I was stuffed. When I finally managed to get the jello down, the doorbell rang, and my dad excused himself from the table to go answer it.
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He soon returned into the dining room and said, "Kelly, it's for you."
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