×Trigger Warning×
I looked at him,thinking that he's going to start a fight,but he's just standing by the door,staring at me.
"Wha-"
"I'm taking a bath."
I took off my clothes,and took a good look at myself in the mirror.
My eye bags look so heavy,my body looks like it keeps shrinking,my stomach feels strange.
Haha this must be the reason why he has lost interest in me. I look ugly,everything about me is ugly.
As I got under the shower,the warm water made me feel better.
As I lean my body against the cold wall,I slid down slowly.
Resting my head on the wall,I closed my eyes,feeling the flow of the water through every parts of my body.
Then,the door clicked open.
"What were you doing outside the door?"
It took a while for me to see through such blurry vision.
It was Daniel,holding my bloodied shirt.
As I stood up,I answered
"My nose was bleeding."
"Why didn't you tell me? You could knock you know? You think I wouldn't open the door for you?"
I stood in silence,in search of words.
Daniel took off his clothes,joining me under the shower.
His chest,still build up with strong muscles.
He approached me.
Forcing me to kiss him.
His hands,slowly sliding to my back,then to my lower parts.
"You're not doing drugs or anything right? Look at you,you lost so much of the weight."
"Let go of me. I don't want to do it. I'm tired."
He slammed my hands on the wall,and then his jaw tightens.
"Wha-"
"You're not willing to be touched by me?"
"That's not what I-"
"Fucker"
He dragged me out of the shower,and out of the bathroom.
"What are you doing?! Let me go!"
As I struggled,he threw me on the bed.
When I tried to get up as soon as possible,he's already pressing me from the top.
"Don't!"
"So what?" He smirked.
"I'm telling you,don't you dare!"
"Shut up,fucker."
As I watch him do it,his smirk never wears off.
"Stop!" I cried out.
"Like hell I will"
Struggling won't help. He's so strong and I'm just nobody.
As things go on,the only thing I can do was to cry out loud while I'm being forced to have sex.
I want to die.
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Daniel's Dream After He Fell Asleep
Where am I? And what's with the heavy fog near me?
Hmm? A railway?
A train?
Why's it suddenly sunny right now?
"Daniel!"
That's.
That's Louis's voice.
"Louis?"
"I have to go! I'm sorry I had to leave you like this. You're now free to love anybody else. I love you!"
Louis? What is he talking about? Go? Leave? Where? Love? Who?
Why are you smiling?
Why are you getting on the train?
No.No.No.No!
Louis! Come back! Please!
*Gasp* *Gasp* *Gasp*
What the hell?
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"Louis" he hugged me.
I turned to him,
"Hmm what is it?"
"I had a nightmare. In my dream,you were leaving me."
"Huh?Where did I go?"
"I don't know,but you aren't allowed to go anywhere."
What is this guy talking about?
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Hmm,its cold.
As I pat on the bedsheets,I couldn't find Daniel.
Hmm,where did he go.
Whatever,gotta brush my teeth before finding him.
After I left the bathroom,I followed the smell of the curry.
"Daniel?"
"I make some breakfast for you,come eat some."
"Oh,okay."
"About last night,I must have hurt you,sorry."
This bastard does know how to apologize huh.
"Its nothing."
Ugh,the pills are kicking in,I lost my appetite.
"I'm full."
"What? You just ate for 3 or 4 spoons though."
"I ate alot yesterday^^"
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As I sat down,on the veranda for some tea,my phone chimes.
The screen shows a message from Doc Aiden.
"You left your meds on my car,should I drop it off at your house?"
"It's okay doc,I'll come pick it up at your hospital tomorrow."
"I want to talk to you about something. I called you for several times,but you didn't pick up,is everything okay?"
"We'll talk about it tomorrow Doc."
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The next day,Daniel prepared some breakfast for us,again.
"Is it good?"
"Imm,its delicious." I faked a smile.
If only you treated me like this before...
"Have some more,if I finished this project,I might get more time to spend with you."
"Daniel."
"Yes?"
"Where's the ring?"
"I,err...."
"Its okay,its not like it's something valuable."
Just like how much I mean to you.
"That's not it Louis,I must have misplaced it somewhere. How about this when I'm free,we should get a new pair of rings."
"I'll go boil some water,call me if you need anything Daniel."
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History of Their Rings
Some years ago(Louis's Pov)
"Sir,how may I help you?"
"Can I take a look at this pair of rings?"
"Something different from what you have always been looking?"
"Ahaha,I don't have much money with me,so.."
"It's okay sir,this pair is a beautiful pair too."
"Then thank you for buying at Pandora's. Take care sir,and I wish you happiness."
"Happy 19th birthday Daniel!"
"What is thi-"
"Are you still not going to put it on me?"
"Oh! Sure!"
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"I'm heading to my office."
"Wait."
I put on a blue scarf on him.
"Take something with you,the weather's cold. It's already winter."
Daniel kissed me on my cheeks.
"Once I'm done with my work. I'll be back early."
"Imm."
Toot,toot,toot.
"Are you still on your duty Doc.Aiden?"
"Yes,you can come to my office."
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