You Chose Her

Chapter 44: Mistakes

Yerin's POV:

The day I dreaded finally arrived. I have to see SinB and V together throughout the day.

I sighed and entered the classroom. Thankfully, they weren't here yet. The four of us walked over to our seats and sat down.

"Are you okay unnie??"

I sighed and looked at Eunha, "No... but what can I do?? They're together now, I'm not with him anymore and I have to accept that."

"No, you don't," Hobi said.

"What do you mean??"

"The battle's not over. V doesn't know if he actually loves her yet. So don't give up." Kookie said.

"I don't know. I'm just going to see how I feel and just try to get through today." I sighed.

They nodded and the moment I dreaded came. V and SinB came in hand in hand and sat right behind us.

I wanted to cry, sob, scream... and kill the bitch.

I head them laugh, talk, and kiss. My heart was falling apart and he didn't even care.

A tear escaped my face and Eunha quickly wiped it. She nodded and I let my tears silently fall as I worked on my worksheet.

"Yerin, can you come here for a moment??" Mr. Yoongi asked.

I quickly wiped my tears and stood up as I walked over to his desk. Everyone was busy with their work so I was glad no one noticed. I got to his desk and gave him a small smile.

"Please sit."

I nodded and sat down.

"Yerin, are you okay??" he asked.

I was going to say yes, but tears began to fall. His concern made me break.

Do I really look like I'm falling apart??

*breath hitching* "No." I cried.

I bowed my head down and let my tears fall.

"What's wrong?? Is it something to do with SinB and V??" he asked.

I looked up through the tears, "How'd you know??"

He showed his gummy smile, "Do you really think I don't notice what goes on with my students?? I know that you and V were dating, but I'm confused as to why they're together now. But that doesn't matter. I want to know if you're okay."

I sighed, "No... I'm not okay. I want to cry, I want to cry, I want to beat the... poo out of her."

"Why did you guys break up?? If you're okay with answering."

I sighed, "While we were dating, SinB and Jungkook broke up. And when they did, V began to leave me and spend all of his time with her. I understood that he wanted to be a friend so I just let him. But it went on for weeks and I was getting tired of it. So I confronted him and asked him why and he told me that he was beginning to fall for her. It hurt me, so I asked him whether he wanted to be with me or with SinB. So he chose SinB."

Saying that made me realize that I had no reason to be upset, but it hurt me like hell.

Mr. Yoongi nodded and looked over at them, and then back at me.

"The breakup hurts you a lot right???"

I nodded.

"It hurts you because you feel that there was something you did wrong. That you weren't good enough. That's why it hurts you right??"