If you want the rainbow,you gotta put up with the rain❤️Ferra,marijuana addicted,finds difficulties on the way to her dreams and relations ,due to her addiction she was sold,harassed and abused.But the future was written and she got her freedom and...
Ferra's P.O.V' The most amazing thing in this mansion is the secret room. It's almost like the Secret Annexe of Anne Frank. I can hardly remember that Anne Frank was a German. The hiding place (secret annexe) was located in Otto Frank's office,Anne's father. But that was a house and this is a room. But I don't find any differences here. An old large, brown bookcase is built in front of the entrance to the room as like the Anne's secret Annexe. It swings out on its hingers and open like a door. Before getting into that room something caught my attention very sharply, some books where "Atheana" was written. I closed my eyes to remember the word, its too familiar to me. Yeah!..Atheana..the name of Ben's ex. My hands were shaking to open the first page of it, but was also scared of Ben's reaction. So I kept it where it was, with the hope of getting permission from him. I got used to the chiming of the Westertoren clock,which tells the time every quarter of an hour. I liked it from the start;it sounds so reassuring, specially at night. But I don't think I'll ever feel at home in this mansion, but that doesn't mean I hate it. It feels like I'm hidden here. No way to go outside. But still I can't assure myself that does Ben goes out?! Because we are not starving, the refrigerator is full of necessary food items and drinks specially. Not being able to go outside upsets me more often. I can say he passes his time by writing novel. He spends most of the time in writing. I think he is a novelist.If he is a novelist then I am gonna spend more time in giving motivational speeches,so that he could add them on his novels. During meals, I talk more to myself than to him, which has two advantages. First, he's glad he don't have to listen to my continuous chatter about past, and second, I don't have to get annoyed by his opinions. I don't think my topics are stupid, moreover they are motivational because I share my experiences about different topics of the past so I call them motivational stuffs. •May6,24daysofFerrainsidethemansion•
Ben's unhappy with me after from that night when I indirectly refused him. After our talk, he thought that I'd stop going upstairs to his room every evening and night. I can't stand that word. Why does he have to make me feel bad too! I'll have a word with him today. He's disappointed with me. "Since we've been here, from April 14,I think, until a few weeks ago, I haven't had an easy time. If only you knew how much I used to cry before when you captured me in here, how unhappy and despondent I was, how only I felt, but you can't deny me to have a friend like you because I am alone here! " I stand up from the chair and went upstairs running. I steadily opened the door and after closing it I look down at the bed, holding my breath in fear of the sounds that are escalating from within my throat. I sink to my knees. I place my hands on the edge of my bed. Squeezing my eyes shut I bury my head into the pillow. With one swift moment, I stand up and took his diary from the table at the corner. I was still scared because once he told me not to touch it. The weakness in my tears which I saw on the reflection of the mirror infuriates me. Quietly I squeezed my hands to collect confidence and opened the cover of his diary with great fear. "I love you! Do you even know what that means? It means that I accept you for the person that you are and I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst day and nights. It means loving you even when you are in a bad mood,or too tired to do thing I want to. It means loving you when you are down, not just when you are fun to be with. It means that I will never judge you for anything, asking in return that you do not judge for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let you go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you and needing of you constantly and hoping you feel the same about me.It means not to force you to follow the trend, not to utter a word;to do that or these because that person did that and those."—Mentioned from the first page of Ben's diary(Page one).
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