Pleasant Addiction

Chapter_eleven

—•*Before the new night•*—
Ferra
It's strange,but I can only remember the day after what has happened the night before.For example, I suddenly remembered that Ben was snoring loudly last night. When I had to collect my shirt for my shower, I deliberately made more noise to get the snoring to stop.I haven't been able to sit still lately. I wander upstairs and down and then back again. I don't have anything to timepass here not even a television in this modern age. How does Ben breathes here..!!!
I think he is out of money after spending for beer bottles.Most of the time he remains drunken,specially at nights.

Ben
She quickly glances down at her lap, but I continue talking.
"When you walked out of the bathroom the first thing I noticed was your eyes. It reminded me of the first girl I Ever kissed. Her name was Atheana. She had great eyes and it always attracted me. It looked like oceans of emotions. Anyways, so I immediately noticed your eyes. You were still several feet away, but you were looking straight at me, almost as if you couldn't understand why I was staring."
She inhales a deep breath and then releases it just as her eyes fall back to mine. It as if the world choses this moment to go silent. Her eyes flick up to meet mine and I can tell she doesn't really want me to say anything "okay!so...What now?"She asked I release a frustrated sigh.
"And I've only met one other girl in my life with hair as long and beautiful as yours, but I've already told you about Atheana. And just so you know, she doesn't hold a candle to you despite being a great kisser."

Ferra
I feel his hands come up and push my hair behind my shoulders. He's close enough that I know he can see the exaggerated rise and fall of my chest.But it suddenly got really hard to breath, like I'm thousand feet higher above sea level than I was few minutes ago.
"Ferra!"He says commanding my attention. His fingers meet my chin. When I widely open my eyes,he's a lot closer than I thought he was. With a pointed stare he said,
"People want to stare at you, because your eyes and body and hairs are so attractive. Believe me, I am one of them."
His fingers leave my jaw and trail up my chin. He touches my mouth.
"And your lips.I stare at them,because I tasted how it tastes like!!CHOCOLATE! yummy."
I exhale a calming breath. I want to badly believe at him. If I could believe everything he's saying,then maybe my addicted life would mean a whole to me that it does right now.
Ben's eyes fall to my shirt,and I notice his lungs pulling in air with much effort as mine are. He lifts his hands and fingers the top button of my shirt,popping it open. I suck in a deep quick breath. When he moves his fingers down to the second button,he pulls in a shaky breath seriously. I was terrified. I cant pop out of protest,I wasn't finding words to say.
The second button got freed and he goes for the third button,he lifts his eyes on mine in a nervous and scared look as mine. Our eyes remain locked. He gets to the final button.
It looses and I look down at my shirt,I squeeze my eyes shut again. I feel my shirt being pulled open,the harder it is to hold back tears. My only disability is that, I can't protest for those which are against my will.
Ben slips the shirt off my shoulders and slowly slides it down. I'm embarrassed too to move.His fingers rises up to my hands,wrists and he continues up to forearms. He pauses there and I still don't dare open my eyes. When his hands meets the far most front hook of my bra,my stomach clenches. That's enough!!!Tears of embarrassment falls through my eyes and he stops there. He rests his forehead on my shoulders but my hands were still shaking. He lefts the room after releasing yearlong pent-up breath. He looked quite disappointed but I had nothing to do except making uneasy and negative expressions..

A:N
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