Pleasant Addiction

Chapter-three

Anthony's P.O.V:
I can feel how devastating feeling I had that time when I saw Lia with someone else.I felt like I should put an end to the life.I felt like,I'm facing the greatest loss,like I'm crushing with a truck,falling from the sky to the ground.I felt like Im a shit. I've experienced the soul wrenching,devastating pain of losing someone whom I gave my heart to,though she's not my lover.I wake up every morning and try to wash out the pain.It feels like free falling.I had to climb every tough mountains for getting Lia.I know how hard it is to take a punch emotionally and try to get back up again.I know how hard it is to find the strength and energy to move forward,when it feels like I've beaten down,repeatedly and strongly.I know how hard it is to trust love and life.It feels like Im deprived from everything I need though I have oxygen to breathe and food to eat.And even sometimes it feels like the whole world took advantage of me.Love can't be produced alone.You cant make someone love you.And every time the head gets full of negative emotions.  
~I texted Lia"Hey!I hope you are doing well!I wrote a book of poetry,before publishing it into the medias I want you to check it up.Will you please come over to my house tonight.I have prepared the dinner so you have to come.Thanks"~
"Um.Yeah sure,I'll be there,Goodbye!"She replied with text.
Lia's P.O.V:
I made my self up with a mini red Bodycon with red laced up heels and my lucky neclace.
I call it lucky because my grandmother got it from the pacific trip where she first met my granpa.She says that she sat on the sand and the waves of the pacific brought it beside her feet.She took it to her purse and that day she fell in love with my grandpa.When this incident came across my mind I made an imaginary flashback of their past.My heartbeat slowed down. The neclace has one red Beryl on its middle.Its too expensive now a days.It was the most precious and expensive thing I have in my life.I hoped that everything will be fine like before because Im carrying the most lucky thing I have in my life.With that strong hope I arrived his home by a taxi.I saw him standing infront of the entrance. She
"Oh Hey!I thought you would not come.Whatever;Did you face any problem By the way? "
"Nope!Anthony.I enjoyed the winds and the silence of  the night"I replied with a warming smile on my face. "Here!I brought you some red velvet's and cappuccinos!Hope you'll love it"
"Oh thats pretty unexpected,But thanks"He replied me with a possible fake smile which made be uneasy.
"Are you feeling okay?Anthony?Is your health good?"I asked him with a tend face.He was hardly controlling his tears and his ears became red.My heart was getting stopped and I asked him"Can we go inside?Its pretty much cold and I don't want any of us to catch the cold."
"Yeah yeah come inside". He sobered something hardly and was sweating like a hell.We went upstairs and he took off my fur coat and hung it on his chair.He gave me a dry towel.Asked me if I want to have dinner now.
"Um.not really,Im not hungry,if you are then we can have it now, ......If You Want"I answered in a terrified voice.He starred at me for some seconds and then he turned away his face from me.I was still feeling guilty and I wanted to control my tears.But I couldn't.I tried my best but I couldn't.My eyes became red as hell. I sat reluctantly(unwilling or uneasy).I was getting motionless,unstable.He went to the kitchen in a hurry and came back with two glasses of red wine.
I starred at those glasses for a while.
"Here,I hope that your gonna be easygoing"He said in a moody voice and it made me more uncomfortable than before.
I took one and he quickly took my left hand with his palm and kept my open palm on his chest.Tears were  rushing out from his both eyes.
"I'm dying from inside!I can see that I'm destroying,killed,murdered,annihilated. Why did you do this,Lia?Didn't I care you?Was there any lack in expressing my feelings for you?LIA?"
"When you kill someone,something from that person passes to you-a sigh,a smell or gestures.It clings to your body and seeps into your skin,going all the way into your heart and thus continues to live with in you!"
"I didn't get you!Lia!What are you talking about?Could you please stop this nonsense chatting?Im in a serious mood!!!"He replied me with a provoked and cracked voice which made me annoyed because I knew he knows what I was talking about.
"I'm not that Ferra's friend,Lia anymore!Why you are still hiding the truth though you know that I was present that time?Don't act innocent,you don't know how to make own self that!"I replied him with the harshest voice I have.
"Um...aaa..I ....!!I didn't do anything!It was him who made me bound!"He said in a panic.