Yoongi: *smashes everything around him*
Jungkook: HYUNG, STOP!!!
Yoongi: LEAVE ME ALONE!!
Jungkook: HYUNG, YOU'RE MAKING IT ONLY WORSE!
Yoongi: I SAID, LEAVE ME ALONE!!! *hits JK*
Jungkook: GAH!! ...ugh...
Yoongi: *keeps smashing everything*
Jungkook: *runs away* *hears: Yoongi: GYAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!*
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Jungkook was sitting on a roof balcony.
Jungkook: Did I do the right thing...? *remembers: Brother: He's just a bunch of crap!*
*remembers: Yoongi: AAAAGGHH!!!!!!* No... Hyung needs me..! ...unlike my family... Hyung is crazy because of alcohol.. But... what can I do...? What can I do to help him...? Here I am running away... again... I have to get back.
*Jungkook is back at Yoongi's*
Yoongi: *lying on bed with lighter in his hand*
Jungkook: Yoongi-hyung...?
Yoongi: You're back.
Jungkook: How are you feeling...?
Yoongi: Leave me alone.
Jungkook: But-!
Yoongi: Leave me alone! Go to bed or whatever!
Jungkook: ... Hyung...
Yoongi: *clicks the lighter*
That's how Jungkook lived. He started to live with Yoongi but every day, Jungkook was running away whenever Yoongi got drunk, because knew that anything he'd do would piss him off.
He liked to just spread his arms and let the wind lead him. It felt somewhat calming to him. He was feeling like he was somehow flying away in another world where he doesn't need to worry about the hurtful feelings.
But one night... even the different couldn't get him out of his depressing thoughts.
Jungkook: *stands on the edge* *spreads his arms* I don't belong anywhere. I can't help anyone! But... do I really want to do this...?
Jungkook remembered bunch of events that had happened, such as: his family's hurtful words that made him feel unloved, the news about one of their members, he remembered his everyday's struggles with Yoongi... Tears were running down his face. In addition to those memories, the happiest and at the same time the most hurtful memory was remembered. a memory of the seven of them reunited again as a group.
Jungkook: I can't! I CAN'T DO THIS! *gets off the edge* I can't... I can't die...! I'm scared! Seokjin-hyung... he already died... If I die too... They will end up even more miserable... We all need each other now. *wipes tears away* I have to go talk to Yoongi-hyung.
*at Yoongi's*
Jungkook: *comes in*
Yoongi: *drinks*
Jungkook: It's now or never. *sigh* Yoongi-hyung? D... do you drink because of... what happened...?
Yoongi: Be more specific. A lot has happened.
Jungkook: The... what happened to Seokjin-hyung? Is that the reason?
Yoongi: !!...
Jungkook: Hyung...?
Yoongi: Leave.
Jungkook: Hyung, I want to help-
Yoongi: I SAID LEAVE!!! *hits Jungkook*
Jungkook: GAH! Hyung, HE'S GONE! YOU NEED TO ACCEPT IT!!
Yoongi: I KNOW THAT HE IS GONE, DAMN YOU! *hits Jungkook again*
Jungkook wanted his hyung to be back. He knew it wasn't him. Yoongi was controlled by grief and alcohol.
Jungkook tried stopping Yoongi and to bring him back to his scenes, but Yoongi kept pushing him away. Jugnkook wrapped his hands around Yoongi's shoulders and waist to stop him from another hit, but Yoongi didn't need that. He pushed Jungkook away hard. So hard, that it made the younger hit the wall.
Jungkook: Okay, this is the last drop!
Jungkook had had enough of this. He was so scared of what Yoongi could do to him, but not anymore. He had to put Yoongi on his place. He ran up to Yoongi and hit him, making the older fall on the floor. He coughed a little and while he was catching his breath, Jungkook spoke.
Jungkook: Hyung, he's... He's gone...
It was a sad truth that Yoongi needed to accept. But apparently, Yoongi just wasn't ready just yet. It hurt at the realization that it just infuriated the older. He stood up and started getting closer to Jungkook.
Jungkook: U-uh... Uh...
Jungkook kept going back that in the end his back hit the wall and Yoongi grabbed Jungkook by the collar and raised him up a bit.
Yoongi: Don't you-...!
He started saying but saw the fear in maknae's eyes. He then saw Jungkook shaking in fear. Yoongi wasn't a monster. He was just hurt and was driven crazy. He let go of Jungkook, making the younger fall on the floor. He already thought that Yoongi was about to leave the place when saw his Hyung grab a chair.
Yoongi: AAAAGH!!!!! *throws the chair into the mirror*
Jungkook: !! *curled up to not get hurt*
Yoongi: DAMMIT!!!! *goes away* *hits the wall on his way out*
Jungkook: Yoongi-hyung...
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OMG, this chapter was actually hurtful... I remember being on the verge of tears when I was writing it, and even now that I am posting it, my hands keep shaking...
Hope you all are safe!
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Tragedy of Bangtan // BTS FF
FanfictionThere were seven of us. Seven guys who were friends since high school and later created a group. Spent a lot of their time together. I couldn't wish for anything more. I was the happiest person in the world. Until one day... when everything changed...
