Namjoon: Hey, Taehyung, we're going out to eat, you coming with us?
Taehyung: Sorry, guys, not this time. Don't feel like it...
Jimin: Oh, it's fine, we'll grab you something! Let's go, hyung!
Namjoon gave Taehyung last glance before leaving the room and follow the others.
Namjoon: I'm worried about Taehyung.
Jimin: Is... something wrong...?
Namjoon: He still sometimes looks at his hands with fear. And I think he gets nightmares. I keep waking up at night, and when I do... he breathes heavily while being asleep.
Jimin: Now I'm getting worried...
Namjoon: I think he still can't forgive himself for what he has done.
Jimin: I mean... can't blame him.
Namjoon: I don't understand! Why put that smile of his on when it's fake?! When he's not even fine!!
Jimin: It's Taehyung. You know him... He never wants us to worry about him...
Namjoon: He never tells us when he feels uneasy, damn him-!
Jimin: Hyung, let's leave it for now. Maybe Taehyung will tell us when he's ready.
Namjoon: I just hope that letter will help him somehow accept himself.
Jimin: What letter?
Namjoon: Oh. We were driving home after our camp, and accidentally drove to his neighborhood. Taehyung just ran out of the car and started running to that house.
Jimin: !!? What?!
Namjoon: When he ran in, apparently the door was open, he started freaking out. I think it actually might've been a panic attack. He was breathing heavily, crying, and in the end passed out.
Jimin: Oh God... Taehyung...
Namjoon: I looked around and found a letter his sister left him.
Jimin: !!
Namjoon: I hoped that it will help him, since even his sister told him not to give up, but... he still looks depressed...
Jimin: Then why are we leaving him alone?! We have to stay by his side!
Before Namjoon could say something, they heard a car honk. Hoseok, who was supposed to drive the car, honked to grab Jimin's and Namjoon's attention since they still weren't in the car. Jungkook opened the car window and started calling out for the two hyungs.
Jungkook: Guys, you coming?!!
Jimin: Guys, wait up! I think we should stay with Taehyung! Or at least--
Namjoon: Jimin, wait! Maybe he needs time to organize his thoughts.
Jimin: But--
Namjoon: Trust him. Seokjin-hyung talked to him. I don't think he'll do something he'll then regret. We will only pressure him by staying.
Jimin: ... Okay... Let's go.
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While the members were out, Taehyung didn't feel like doing anything and eventually fell asleep. He was hoping for a peaceful sleep. At least this once. He never was able to sleep normally since kept getting nightmares, but apparently, the dream world had different plans on him.
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Tragedy of Bangtan // BTS FF
FanfictionThere were seven of us. Seven guys who were friends since high school and later created a group. Spent a lot of their time together. I couldn't wish for anything more. I was the happiest person in the world. Until one day... when everything changed...
